uninhibited4u
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This is what i have done so far in 2009 and it is horribly devasting. Someone found me on CM and wrote me the most profound email i have ever read in my life. I was so taken aback by this. I immediately wrote to this person and expressed how i felt about the email and he stated that he enjoyed reading my profile. However i did not at the time realize it was a couple that was searching for a slave to re-locate and join there poly-family unit. We talked for a awhile. In the meantime i was under a collar of protection by a Domme that i ahd known for several years that has a very bad habit of controlling every facets of my life in a non-sexual way (she's straight). One particular evening she spent the night with me and she was using my pc in my home, and this person came online and as usual he states where's my cam. She goes off on him. I was on the phone and apparently she tells him i am not even home,puts him on ignore and then turns to me and say's what's his user name and i tell her so she goes in and blocks him there as well. i was really pised about this but saying anything to her is a waste of breath. She leave sthe next day and i immediately take him off ignore and write him an apoligy asking him nto plz forgive this girl. So he calls me the next day asking what the hell her problem is and why i allow her to do this well he believes she's obsessed for some reason. Flashing forward here, we start getting closer, and he has me chatting then with his slave/wife and i begin to bond with her. And we have many things in common. In the meantime, the Domme is getting truly pissed at all the attention that this couple is recieving from this girl, and that i have made decisions and not included her in them nor have i ask her permission. however things are going quite well at this point. We are talking everyday all three of us and continuing to get even closer. This goes on for sometime sight unseen, big redflag. ok. I am making all these life transition choices and sight unseen they haven't even offered for me to fly there and meet with them spend time with them, it's all on there terms or nothing. But hell or high water i needed and desired to serve in such a way i supposed that i would of sold my soul for these people. Well they instructed me to start selling my furniture, all my things and what i couldn't sell gave away because i no longer needed them as they said. Although i had a few deal breakers myself which until the last week or so did change to there tune. However he was so kind to help me with a major dealbreaker. A costly one, that i will repay believe me.. The Domme still getting pissed is dissing me on another website that i have a profile on and i had to delete that,plus another one as well. Then she calls one evening and an ex-friend answered the phone and tells her never to call here again which really did it because now she swears that i put him up to it which i didn't. So the emails started to the Master about good luck with taking me because you'll need it and blah blah blah, and i believe she said many other things i am not aware of. He questioned me about her he told me exactly the way it would be i stated i understood end of story. So i continue on with my quest to get rid of everything,pay bills, call Dr's in the other state,sign release forms the whole deal i was to leave last week, so the things that bkind of meant something to me i ask permission to give them to me ex-best friend who people called us Will & Grace of the building. After i had sold some of my things i had to purchase something to sleep on and he decided he wanted to buy it and another thing, but a few weeks prior to that he wanted to purchase something else and i ask permission if he could send the money to the couple and i got the ok, so i gave him their information not thinking anything of it. Well the night before i was to pack the car my friend calls and gets realy pissed at me because i will not loan him money for drugs one because the couple would of killed me and two i couldn't afford it. in the pocess of giving this ungrateful all these beautiful gifts which one was a barely two yr old 32 inch flat screen tv his family loaned me a TV to use since i had given him mine, the next morning with him still having a slight attitude from the night before, ask me for the TV back ands i simply said please wait a little while because i have a million things to do. alright he had errands as well and would call when he got home. He did again with an attitude saying i want the fucking TV back now, I got pissed and hung up on him so i continued to clean my apt, pack the car, and ran my errands and so forth. And i came back home, sitting there all of a sudden he walks in and throws my key at me and goes to get the TV and i tell him to get out. After that i unhook the freaking TV for the big baby and push out for him and get the brest of the things i was giving him ready and out the door i call him and tell him to come and get the shit and hang up. Now this is somebody that I have given over 1800.00 worth of things too because we were best of friends and i was told i wouldn't be needing them any longer yeah right... so i collect the cable box and my purse start to walk out my door and without knowing he had thrown water all over the floor and my feet went out form underneath me. gathering myself up i took the freaking cable box back and went to the store to get some things for my trip SouthWest. i come back and the phone is ringing as i pick it up all i hear is you lying fucking whore you better not come here or you will be arrested and he wants to rip your head off. you are planning on taking him away from me, and i will beat you black and blue didn't really get a word in edge wise the whole time except for but,but,but, the lies that thsi person told these people now has ruined my life i have hardly nothing left, he's probably sitting there on his butt watching my TV laughing because i have nothing left, they think i am the ultimate liar and are probably going to blackball me from this website. i know of only one thing i did wrong and nothing he lied about was it or what that Domme had to say. i would give anything if they would allow me the opportunity to take a lie detector test and prove that i did not lie about any of the story. Because the last thing i want is for them or anyone to dislike me as they do. i honestly did everything they instructed me to do everything. And just because that little ingrate either couldn't handle my leaving which BTW he drove me nuts about it. We had went and bought this tote big enough for some things and he stated that the btote was big enough for them to chop up my body and put it in which i found that not amusing at all considering i cared fro these people very much. and his parents wanted to chain me in there basement so i couldn't go because they were in fear for my life. a lady down the hallway had a vision and came screaming at me one day saying you can't leave it's not safe for you to go. and then the day before the whole thing blows up in my face left for me to take responsibility for just about everything while they are living in there fancy house disliking me for some jealous little person lying on me and them not believeing in me. When i gave up everything to believe in them. an dthe world that we live in should not be judgmental at all. Yet they did... it's truly sad.... so really who's real and who not here.... i may be a dumbass for what i did but it doesn't make me any less real...
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