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A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/6/2009 2:13:04 AM   
LadyPact


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As many of you know, clip was here for a visit before his deployment overseas.  One activity that was on the agenda for his trip here was his first cutting.  A big leap for him and also a groundbreaking event for Me.

Allow Me to set the stage:  My clip and I were invited to a small local play space here just outside of town.  A wonderful establishment that has been so welcoming to us.  Outside of the city, where the trees and the stars could be one's only companions.

To Me, this was better than the public club that I've been known to play in Atlanta.  Small, intimate, better flexibility of standard rules.

Once the toys were out and the boy was secure, there was a short warm up.  I flogged him gently, warming his skin and preparing him for the treat that I was so anxious for us to share.

I increased the level of impact play.  Moved up in the intensity of floggers.  The shoulders and the back started to become pink.  As the play went on, I found My rhythm.  I found the zone where every strike lands perfectly.  As the play became harsher, neither of us were on the ground.

I moved the boy from the cross to the table and put the scalpel in My hand.  I felt his apprehension mixed with his devotion and his willingness to give of his flesh to please Me.  I took the safety guard off of the implement, and prepared to cut his skin.

No discussion I have had, learning that I had undertaken, could prepare Me for this moment.  It was not what other people had described.  The blade had something of a rough feeling to it.  I was surprised at the body's resistance to being cut open.  In My prior thoughts to the scene, I had decided that I wanted to duplicate the image of his brand.  I gently cut the letter "L" into him.

As I did so, his body responded and began to bleed.  I kissed his chest for his offering to Me.  The mark upon his chest was Mine alone.  Even now, I can not describe making those small incisions meant.

Already so far in top space, having tasted his blood, there was more work to do.  The mark was not yet complete.  I carefully carved the "P" into his chest, connected to the "L" in the same fashion.  The skin cut and the flesh exposed, I saw inside the body of My boy.  He laid there open for My eyes to see.  The beauty of which, I can't describe.

By the time I finished that second letter, I was so far in space that I had no comparison.  I had his body, his mind, his flesh, his blood. 
This was his offering to Me.  I accepted and relished every moment.  Our bond deeper.

May you find this thing that will impress your memory such as this had for Me.



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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/6/2009 5:20:21 AM   
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Beautiful!  Thank you for sharing!

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/6/2009 6:49:16 AM   
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Wow!  What a great story!  Thanks Ms, LP.

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/6/2009 9:07:17 AM   
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That was *wonderful*.  Thanks for sharing such a profound moment with us.

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/6/2009 9:32:17 AM   
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That was so beautiful and may clip wear your mark with pride.

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/6/2009 10:06:43 AM   
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wow...I haven't cut anyone yet, but I find in what you say the reasons why I want to.

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/6/2009 11:16:37 AM   
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WOW, thanks for sharing. Reminds me of my first needle-play scene.

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/6/2009 8:45:46 PM   
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geez and some people think im sick for loving ass play as much as i do  hey whatever floats your boat i guess but whats next ?? castration ?? vampire play ?? not a big pain slut ..just read this and said to myself you got to be kidding ...as far as im concerned NO THANK YOU ! ..mal

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/6/2009 8:56:05 PM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: malloves69

geez and some people think im sick for loving ass play as much as i do  hey whatever floats your boat i guess but whats next ?? castration ?? vampire play ?? not a big pain slut ..just read this and said to myself you got to be kidding ...as far as im concerned NO THANK YOU ! ..mal


Cutting and bleeding... They're such primal pleasures. When I was younger I loved every wound I got... I enjoyed feeling blood pool and drip. It felt so native and real. Blood is the stuff of mortals - Something I have that god doesn't. I love it's metallic taste and silky mouth feel. The colour, unmistakable. It's a rarity... I see blood less often than I do $500 French champagne. Sadly, blood play is a great way to get an STI if you're not careful.

The permanency of scars, cuttings, and the lasting memory of drawing blood is more intimate than any anal play I can imagine.

While I repeat your sentiments, whatever floats your boat, now you maybe better understand why Lady Pact (and indubiously clip as well) are still walking on air.


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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/6/2009 9:00:12 PM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: malloves69

but whats next ?? castration ?? vampire play ?? not a big pain slut ..just read this and said to myself you got to be kidding ...as far as im concerned NO THANK YOU ! ..mal


 
 
its not all about you mal........
It was about HER and c....

and as for what next.???.it will be what they want and HOW they want..
and I LOVE VAMPIRE PLAY..that is my what next..
 
 
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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/6/2009 9:08:20 PM   
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How beautiful, many thanks for sharing, LadyPact

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/7/2009 5:38:08 AM   
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Yikes, I was gonna pass on this topic but the (almost) lack of diversity emanating from the responses demands someone (ie, from my own "top's point of view") orta rain on your parade a bit....
 
Drawing blood such as cutting or needles etc is a personal hard limit.  And even though I won't and haven't done it, I find it very hard to believe there's some surreal aura justifying the assorted "beautiful", "wonderful" and "WOW" replies.
 
To each their own, of course, and I'm certainly not gonna criticise what consenting adults get up to in private.  But (uh-ohhh) since I don't actually see any question to warrant public discussion (which invites a question in its own right) and I have a personal peeve about those bringing their personal relationships onto public boards for little more than exhibitionistic bragging, I figger I'm entitled to vent in protest.  lol
 
While the OP is one top who greatly enjoyed what took place (along with her troupe of admirers here), this top thinks it's just plain gross and nasty - just as playing with bodily waste is!  So add my resounding *ICK* to the critic's verdicts.  And now you're all free to criticise what I think is acceptable in the privacy of my own (obviously sheltered) life....  lol (again)
 
Focus. 

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/7/2009 6:10:33 AM   
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That was the single most beautiful thing I have read in a long time.
Thank you very much for sharing, Lady Pact.

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/7/2009 6:15:38 AM   
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I figure "to each their own". I happen to love cutting and piercing. I love it enough that I'll do it to myself (or have it done) if I don't get to do it to someone else a while. The scent and smell of blood is a very visceral thing... some love it, some hate it. I'm one of those people who will break down my own meat when I cook. I will scale, gut and fillet my own fish. It is a similar visceral experience to marking a person to the point of drawing blood. For me, it's not a power-exchange, thing, though -- most of the artistic temporary piercing, cutting, and branding I do is in the body-modification community, not in the D/s community... but it doesn't eliminate the visceral nature of the experience. Not everyone is going to like it -- but honestly, I -enjoy- for a change, hearing some of the experiences that someone else enjoys -- even when it isn't something I do, and even when there -isn't- a question involved.

Such is life.

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/7/2009 6:17:02 AM   
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geez i wonder how his real wife feels about every time she goes to bed with her husband she now has to see ladys pacts initials carved into her husbands chest now ??? or is she ok with it ? be a rainy day in hell if i ever allowed that to happen to me and if i was married to my spouse ....i could see doing it if you guys were married in real life too ..like i said before whatever floats your boat ...but the guys married to someone else ....geez how wonderfull ...sorry NOT !! big limit for me ..mal ..no smiles here i just find this to be wrong and at least i have the guts to say so

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/7/2009 6:40:28 AM   
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Dearest Lady Pact, Asher and I share this type of bonding. Not nearly as often as I would like, but, as often as my body will allow it. (He loves me too much to let my own blood lust make me sick, that bastard!).

Thank you for sharing such a sacred story with us. It is just that, something sacred. I have often been hesitant to discuss it with anyone, BECAUSE of the rude and ignorant things that people say, who have never had this intense, personal, and sacred act.

I know that you will miss him terribly while he is gone, and my heart breaks for you both. My family is all military, dad, brother and sister and I pray every day that this war ends and our loves and our family can return to us safely. You and clip will be in my prayers until he returns to you.

I really appreciate you sharing this, knowing how some people would react to it.

You are always, above and beyond everything else - a Lady.

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/7/2009 6:44:00 AM   
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Mal, try not to hesitate, tell us how you really feel lol

Lady, beautiful story, Warms my heart to see people willing to do what it takes to bond them closer, without fear of reprisal from those who honestly have no business there anyway. Also cool how you didnt bother replying to some of the less than intelligent posts with all the boring details and hoops that had to be gone through to make that moment possible. I am certain that your boy will greatly cherish and enjoy hs mark until it fades, and with his deployment he needs all the good feelings that he can get no doubt.

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/7/2009 6:44:23 AM   
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I'm on both sides of this fence.  I am happy for LP and clip for their transcendant moment (assuming it was as transcendant for clip as it was for LP).  It's also fascinating to read about what sends people over the moon. 

On the other hand, reading and thinking about it skeeves me out totally.  But I'm sure some of the stuff I like would make the general public's skin crawl. 

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/7/2009 6:47:08 AM   
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I'm just trying to reconcile your signature with these two posts of yours. They definitely don't match mal. How nasty! You know, blood play, cutting and branding are hard limits of mine. I will not do any of those things and don't have any desire to, but I can still see the beauty in what she described and likely would have watched it done were I there. As to your crack about what his spouse thinks of it, what business is it of yours? Also last I heard this is a poly relationship so I am sure all parties were aware and accepting of what was done.


Lady Pact, thank you for sharing that special moment with us. My best to you and yours.

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RE: A cutting, from a top's point of view - 6/7/2009 7:09:08 AM   
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Using fast reply.....

Yanno cutting and blood play are not MY thing, yet I saw a profound and deep beauty in the way LadyPact told her story. It's all about what it means to her and Clip, not us.

I am quite surprised at the nasty notes a few have added. Says more about them than anything else.

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