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sabis -> RE: Sensuality 101 (8/8/2009 3:43:23 PM)
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I suppose i'm revealing my "inexperience" here (I've only ever scened with two individuals: One is my Owner of 10 years. The other is a particularly sadistic sensual dominant of our acquaintance) but for me, sensuality is a huge part of any scene for me. I'm not a masochist in the classic sense of the phrase. I do not like pain. I don't even like most erotic pain. But when its sensualized or sexualized, I can embrace it more easily. If my mouth is around his cock as he pushes my nipples into a candle's flame, I can bear it better. If his fingers pet my face gently, as a single-tail slashes across my ass, I soak his hand with tears, but take it, even welcome it. There isn't a scene, no matter how harsh, that isn't tempered with tenderness and love and lust.
The time may come in the future when he asks me to endure without the 'helping hand' of that sensuality to bolster me up. When it's simply pain and servitude and surrender. I know that if I can give everything I am capable of, he will be pleased and proud.
In His service,
~sabis
owned by Cumulus
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