surftoad
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Joined: 1/1/2004 Status: offline
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i agree, LadySonelle, this should be available for those of us that never felt comfortable as a male. i for one, never asked to be born male, but i also don't fell i was meant to be female either. i suppose if i were forced to choose between the two, i would choose to be transgendered into female, at least that way i would no longer have the hated bits, (penis and testicles). i have never really warmed up to the BDSM community at large, because i do not crave discepline i like pats on the head instead. i have a servants heart. after a painful. 24 year marriage, where i was quite guilty of impersonating a male, i really want to be free to be me. but i find it unlikely i will ever find anyone that understands. i so do NOT want a relationship, i want to be a servant, caregiver and best friend to someone that lets me be free to be just that. i think that, ideally, a woman would not be self concious if she were bathed and massaged by an eunuch. as this individual has no genitalia, they would not be aroused by the beauty before them and have no selfish agendas. i have heard that if the eunuch is not on hormone replacement, all desire for sexual contact is gone within 6 weeks and their thoughts are trained towards obtainable goals, like the satisfaction of their charge in all details, such as keeping a clean house, meals on time and other duties as desired. go ahead and flame me. i am used to it. but i am just stating what i feel. i have found a site that indicates that this kind of procedure is available, all-be-it in thailand: http://www.sexchangeasia.com. my story based on this research: http://www.eunuch.org/Alpha/M/ea_53938my_vacat.htm enjoy!
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