lovingpet -> RE: I Admit It I........ (11/30/2009 5:59:03 AM)
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I admit the first thing I wanna do is hug all the lovies here who had rough days or aren't feeling the best! I admit I plan to bug Red later and make her snort. [:D] I admit if anyone needs to call in sick they are free to take some of mine since I have extra. I admit I hate, hate, hate pms week. I admit that was tmi. I admit there is a very weird link between my times of the month and my health issues. I admit it isn't the only weird link, but it is one that no one has been able to explain to me yet. I admit this rainy weather today isn't helping any either. I admit my husband putting on the air conditioning last night and forgetting to change it over is part of it too. I admit most of it is just the usual bull. I admit I am going back to bed. I admit, despite it making me feel worse, I hope it keeps on raining so I don't have to go "march" in the Christmas parade tonight. I admit by march I will be meaning rolling down the streets of my hometown in a wheelchair in order to keep up and not be in grotesque amounts of pain. I admit I REALLY don't want to do that. I admit I wish there was a way to save my pride AND have my kiddos get to be in the parade, but there really isn't. I admit I will probably do it, provided it doesn't rain tonight, without the wheelchair and come here to bitch about it. I admit I will have had a great time and great memories subtracting out the traction I will then need to keep from ripping limbs off to feel better. I admit I've got a problem I don't know how to handle. I admit I've got some talents I'm not sure if I'm so glad I possess. I admit I am finding I have an awful lot about myself that's in the shadows rather than out in the open. I admit I don't really like that. I admit it pretty much has to be that way. I admit only one person knows about me both in and out of the shadows. I admit it is becoming a new level of trust and intimacy that I don't know I have ever really had.
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