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earthycouple -> RE: ARE THERE ANY SERIOUS DOMMES HERE? (1/4/2010 2:38:48 PM)
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ORIGINAL: GYPSYMAMBO
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ORIGINAL: Underumam
my posts are a reflection of Her as well....
So then is she a private person or does she wish her whole life on display as you have chosen to do with yours for last couple of months..;demonstrating a HUGE need for attention?
GM
She is someone who appreciates another who can admit when he's made an error in judgement; even when slight, such as not being as humorous as first intended. She is someone who's spent much time on these boards on and off and has made her own errors in judgement that lead to a barrage of attacks much the same way as this thread and a few of the OPs other responses have illicited. She is someone who knows none of us are perfect and we all have growth within us. She is someone who has met the OP face to face and judged him based on her perceptions, not the words or lack thereof of others. She is someone who understands that in life, whether life be here or real time, people engage in petty things for a multitude of reasons, including exacting punishment to those who are perceived to have hurt a friend. She is someone who is very proud and delighted to have the OP under her roof, in her life, surrounded by her arms, next to her in bed, and under her commands and desires.
She is not a "dominant" seeking a "submissive". She is the very proud owner of Underumam. She chose him carefully as per her desires and needs. She knows that he is never going to be perfect. He will always have a sense to be a bit snarky when he's provoked. He'll always have a need to not take himself or those around him too seriously in a forum that's often overrun with silly. He'll always speak his mind, even if the masses disagree.
Ya know what? If irritating a small handful of people on a forum is the great human flaw this man has, yeah...I'm pretty damn ok with that. It is balanced by so much good, it simply doesn't matter. For two seconds today I was upset that he had caused so much strife over this post. I then watched him go about his day here and I'm more amazed and pleased by his day to day care and concern for this family and my needs that no forum banter could ever take from the way I feel for this man.
Now I'm hijacking and doing so because I'm moved in such a way that I can't help but share, for whomever chooses to read, how very special and unique this man is, at least for me, in my eyes and in the eyes of my family. There are no eyes that matter otherwise.
Every single morning I wake to his kisses and words of love and appreciation for his new found family. While I shower each morning, he fixes my tea, makes my breakfast, ensures I have everything I need for my day. He put my hose and shoes on me each morning. He helps me with my coat, kisses the back of my neck and walks me to my already warm car. He opens my door, kisses me again and thanks me for allowing him to care for me. When I return from work he takes my bags, removes my coat and as I look around the house is clean, dinner is prepared, family is happy, and he, himself is happy.
Day in and day out it is no different. He pays attention to my every whim and want. He is affectionate, rational, caring, and quite simply exactly what I've sought in so many years on CM. I've never asked for perfection and know he's not able to attain perfection, nor am I, or any of you reading these words today. We simply have to take our mistakes and learn from them as best we can. Sometimes the lessons are harsher than others. Sometimes the realization that we aren't as near perfect as we hoped shatters us. Sometimes we need someone in our life to help give us a sense of direction and purpose which leads to making us better. I am that for Smith, he knows it as do I know it. Together we'll be the best that we can for each other and that's all that really matters. Sarky comments? Who cares?
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