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jamesthehumanrug -> RE: When Y/you aren't the one chosen (3/22/2006 1:28:10 PM)
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DEAREST M WHO,
TO ME :superficially
IT'S EMBARRASSING AND A BIT OF LOSS OF COMPETTION AND DEFEAT TO LOSE THE FAVOR ,OF ANY MISTRESS.
reality says however,in s and m ;you must accept your level of place ,
that means, until you find your lifetime- lover ;you won't be satisfied.
love is such a sacrificial thing;
i hate to hear my dom say: you are a good pet for someone but ,just not me ;
esp.,if i am with her and shes sacrificing for my short-commings,not being fully served and satisifed.
so for me, as a slave ;it means back to the study books,for what a woman wants;
or, as a slave; i am not being 'universal', enuff,not utility enuff;
the upside is that, if i were the 'ideal-slave' it would ,only take away a lot of the choices a lesser slave mite have in mind ;while searching the field,for a mistress.
thankgod you are so upfront- honest.
i guess "arrogance " is ,so appealing ,to me,
and universally" arrogance "is so g.d.appealing to the masochisitc personality, as stated, in carsons 'interpersonal distance scale (psychology of personality ;mmpi test); that,
for anyone ,to interrupt an arrogant person;in vivo;
cant be a true masochistic personality ,
or you as an arrogant top would be favored, by that person, or audience,
as pure arrogance!
and ,
if they were ,not applauding your every arrogant move; comment ;and gesture ;you're simply barking up the wrong tree anyway.
i simply love the arrogant appeal ;
the non-chalance;
the know-all stance;
the omnicience;
the life and death assumption of power in bed ,
so much,that ;
it's sort of what the attraction is ,to a dumb model ,or the feelings of fear and excitement you get,to a huge giant wild animal,in your backyard taking over,so ....i say ,....forgive, all their arrogance ,fore they know, not what they do....
even the word "arrogance" brings to mind ;feelings,inside me of immediate-sexual- sensation,or it reminds me always ,of the first god ,or goddess i ever saw .
what mere mortal can rule that and anyone that offends or tries to destroy a god or godesses domain/or rule forever is severely punished,for that unforgivable-offense.
once a god; s/he is always a god.
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