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ORIGINAL: agirl

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ORIGINAL: allthatjaz

agirl, I know completely where your coming from and all I can say is thank god he can instill that fear in me!!

S has a good brain. He's a quick thinker, strongly holds his own in a debate and isn't afraid to be forthright with what he's thinking but there's a physical strength to this too.
Before I got with S I didn't really believe that men where that much stronger than women. I always thought I could fight a man and one our very first experiences was me pushing him to take me if he could! Its been a real wake up call for me to suddenly understand that S can pick me up and throw me over his shoulder with ease and that if I do try to struggle I don't stand a chance. Knowing that strength does add to my fears because I know that he could snap me like a sparrow if he wanted to. His physical strength protects me but it also makes me fearful at times because I know he's not afraid to use it to get what he wants. I will add to that, that I wouldn't want it any other way. The only reason he got me is because he doesn't take any of my bullshit and I can no more wrap him around my little finger than I could train my cat to bark.

It'd be a disaster if I stood any chance of wrapping M around my little finger. I've had a lifetime of quietly doing what I want. I'm cute, I learned as a child that I could *get away* with things because people couldn't bear to challenge me. Who'd want to push someone as sweet as me? Well, basically, no-one,..........until I met M.

I AM sweet , I AM cute , I AM nice.....but I'm also stubborn, quietly willful and defiant in the wrong hands.

I also thought I could get my way with anyone, not in a physical way, as my partners have always been huge men , but with smiles,  certain looks, winsome behaviour, arguements, strops, sulks and so on..... As M would say , * It's SO rewarding when you're happy, and so horribly NOT when you're miz*. It just took someone to do what's best, who could be immune to me being miz, for me to be bloody GLAD. Not glad in the moment , but just glad overall. At last, someone who MEANS * NO!* when they say NO.

M outdoes me in every area...bigger, stronger, more stubborn , impossible to manipulate and has me always slightly apprehensive. That's no mean feat.

agirl

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ORIGINAL: Smutmonger

There's a world of difference between hurt and harm. A creative,competent sadist can really put the boots to you-and not do actual harm.

So there is an element of evil involved here. Someone you know enjoys you,and enjoys making you suffer-while still respecting you as a human being.

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ORIGINAL: BossyShoeBitch

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ORIGINAL: agirl

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ORIGINAL: allthatjaz

agirl, I know completely where your coming from and all I can say is thank god he can instill that fear in me!!

S has a good brain. He's a quick thinker, strongly holds his own in a debate and isn't afraid to be forthright with what he's thinking but there's a physical strength to this too.
Before I got with S I didn't really believe that men where that much stronger than women. I always thought I could fight a man and one our very first experiences was me pushing him to take me if he could! Its been a real wake up call for me to suddenly understand that S can pick me up and throw me over his shoulder with ease and that if I do try to struggle I don't stand a chance. Knowing that strength does add to my fears because I know that he could snap me like a sparrow if he wanted to. His physical strength protects me but it also makes me fearful at times because I know he's not afraid to use it to get what he wants. I will add to that, that I wouldn't want it any other way. The only reason he got me is because he doesn't take any of my bullshit and I can no more wrap him around my little finger than I could train my cat to bark.

It'd be a disaster if I stood any chance of wrapping M around my little finger. I've had a lifetime of quietly doing what I want. I'm cute, I learned as a child that I could *get away* with things because people couldn't bear to challenge me. Who'd want to push someone as sweet as me? Well, basically, no-one,..........until I met M.

I AM sweet , I AM cute , I AM nice.....but I'm also stubborn, quietly willful and defiant in the wrong hands.

I also thought I could get my way with anyone, not in a physical way, as my partners have always been huge men , but with smiles,  certain looks, winsome behaviour, arguements, strops, sulks and so on..... As M would say , * It's SO rewarding when you're happy, and so horribly NOT when you're miz*. It just took someone to do what's best, who could be immune to me being miz, for me to be bloody GLAD. Not glad in the moment , but just glad overall. At last, someone who MEANS * NO!* when they say NO.

M outdoes me in every area...bigger, stronger, more stubborn , impossible to manipulate and has me always slightly apprehensive. That's no mean feat.

agirl

I feel like you just described me...