LadyAngelika
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ORIGINAL: OrpheusAgonistes If the OP is still around, I have a couple of questions for him. Let me preface by saying that this is clearly a fantasy scenario. If I believed for a moment that the facts you relate are true I wouldn't touch the thread with a ten foot pole, for a number of reasons. But I also believe that you believe that this is something you'd like to actualize. So I guess what interests me is: 1) Do you have this craving all the time, or do the urges to be annihilated trickle and flow? Be honest, because there is no reason not to be and because it's interesting. Like, waiting in the supermarket to pay for grapefruit juice and toilet paper or whatever, are you standing there thinking "I want to be broken?" Or does the urge intensify with sexual arousal, swell up until it completely engulfs your consciousness, and then recede again upon sexual release? 2) What does it mean to you to be "nothing?" Please spare, as much as possible, sordid and vulgar details because I'm not really interested in helping you jerk off. I'm also not really interested in a list of particular techniques you want to see employed in "breaking" you. I just want to know--when you think of being nothing, what is that like? 3) What gratification do you think your....what, owner, I guess, would get from dealing with you once you are "nothing?" I can actually picture the kind of gratification both of you might get from the process of annihilation, but once it's complete, what then? You're "nothing" and she's taking care of "nothing?" I'm not being judgmental about your fixation on your urges for annihilation and confinement, though I give you minus several million for execution in this particular case I'm genuinely curious for some insight into your mindset. Brilliant questions. I hope the OP reads them in the spirit you asked and rather than get defensive (which I've seen many do), take the time to honestly answer these, not for you, not for any of us, but for himself. - LA
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Une main de fer dans un gant de velours ~ An iron hand in a velvet glove
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