truesub4u
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ORIGINAL: ownedblackbeauty
wow, i would hate to be in your position. i cant imagine going through so much pain! there isnt a way to cure it at all? does it effect your participation in the lifestyle at all? i would get terribly frustrated by it.
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So far it's not interfered. But then i've had some understanding Doms in my life too. I still kneel before them. I just don't stay don't there long. I can't bend like a pretzel anymore...(unless i'm already medicated... lol) It does limit me on certain types of play... or how long I can play. I'm only good for about 4 hours now before needing a break. But also depends on the type of play, makes it shorter if too intense. So yeah it can be a pain... but then again... with the right person... it's not a problem. Like I said in other post... it makes my pain tolerance a little screwed up at times.. LOL.. and loving certain types of pain... it helps. And it sucks in others. 
But as far as living in pain... well been doing it now for over 5 years.... something i've had to adjust to living with. What use to take me 15 mins to do dishes.... take about an 45 mins now. Unless i'm sitting in my wheel chair .......which I hate to do. It's the standing that bothers my back. I go grocery shopping... I'm god for walking around for about 2 hours... using the cart as a walker. But when I get home... kids do the rest from unloading car and putting away... because i'm as good as paralyzed by then for about 4-5 hours to the rest of the day and night. I take pain pills... and they only work to help me get to sleep or sit around. As soon as I move... or roll over in my sleep... i'm wide awake in pain. The meds help me get back to sleep faster. 12 MRIs and lots of shots later of cortezone and other things... we are just waiting .... i've been told i'll go down one day never to get up again... but I fight it daily. And don't worry about it.
Talked about this with one Dom.... lol.. well we all know what happened there.. I think that's why he disappeared although he tried like hell to convince me he never would. But that's all kewl. Because I know that although one day i'll be sitting the rest of my life out... the rest of me won't... and i'll still be able to do what I love to do... my life won't have to end because I can't kneel on my knees.
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