ownedblackbeauty
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Joined: 2/21/2006 Status: offline
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i feel as though the worst thing is simply knowing that i have done something wrong to disappoint Master, Sir. now, when it comes to actualy punishment, i would have to say when Master, Sir ignores me and does not speak to me. physically, when i am whipped, i tend to go into subspace and He pulls me out of it and uses the whip with the hard leather knots at the tips, ive yet to go into subspace with that thing... it hurts. NOW, i ask this: what is worse... knowing your punishment is coming and not knowing what it is or knowing what going to happen? i find it hard when Master, Sir puts me on the hook and then there's wide array of devices... never know what He's got going on in His sadistic mind. but i know when He says "slave ty, downstairs now" im getting it... something. slave ty property of Master, Sir and spankingbeauty (cm.com)
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