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HisEvelyn -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/29/2010 6:25:44 AM)
This has been a wonderful thread to read so far. Thank you for starting it, LadyPact! For me, narrowing down a few sensations to name is difficult. All of it speaks to me so deeply. So I'll try to narrow it down to a few that really, truly resonate. The look in my Master's eyes when he wants me to serve him intimately, the change in the air that just happens, like a switch has clicked. It's tangible, I can feel it on my skin. He touches me without actually touching me. It's like our minds connect, and I know what he wants. Then the feel of the carpet under my knees as I kneel before him. The feel of his hand curling into my long hair and fisting tight, pulling taut so he can guide my head where he wants it, whether it's into his lap for a good sucking or pushing my face into a pillow so he can take me from behind. It's like electrical current from where his hand is securely holding my hair, crawling down my spine with sensation. The feel of his hands on my skin when I am first waking up. I'm so sleepy, and it's like the world is full of fog, and then he is there, invading my world and commanding me. Palm to my knee, spreading my legs as he whispers in my ear how he is going to fuck me like a good little bitch. Breath warm on my ear, tickling in a soft gentle way even as he makes me tell him I want his cock. Nothing online ever prepared me for that kind of intimacy and sensation, for how powerful it can be when giving all power to one you love and trust and letting them use your body as their playground, and feeling cherished the entire time.

zephyroftheNorth -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/29/2010 7:58:25 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Kana quote: ORIGINAL: zephyroftheNorth Master believes in maintenance beatings and he gave me the first one the last time I went down to be with him. Every time the belt hit my ass I felt myself become more submissive, my sense of independance slipping away. I could literally feel my old self slipping away, leaking out, peeling off, leaving a woman who was - and still is - 100% HIS. By the time he finished I was sobbing uncontrollably, just from the emotion of it all. I turned around and fell at his feet, gripping and kissing them, no thought, no decision to do it, it was my automatic reaction. Then I just lay first at his feet and then in his arms and cried til I could cry no more. I've never felt safer than I did at that moment. I also knew that all I wanted was to keep being his and make him happy for the rest of my life because at his feet is exactly where I need to be. It was easily the most primal sensation (lacking a better word) the most primal experience I have ever had. Something very fundimental changed in me that night and there has been no going back. Daaaaayyyyyyuuuuuuuuuum. That is just fucking hot. I love slave/sub minds. How delectably delightful. Thanks for the morning wood! Someone is getting ravished this AM. lol, that wasn't exactly my intent but hey if it works for you by all means use it. Looks like some lucky slave (sub?) is going to be a very lucky girl this morning..... zeph

myotherself -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/29/2010 8:05:07 AM)
It's that moment during a caning or flogging, when I'm screaming and begging for it to stop, and all of me wants it to stop NOW. Then he says 'for me'. Everything changes. The pain stops being about me and starts being a gift, a service, to him. Within moments I feel myself drifting away. The pain recedes, although the sensation remains. During those brief moments I feel so close to him, so close it makes my heart pound and I'm almost crying with the sheer joy of it. Then those drifting minutes when I can only breathe and float, and he lies next to me and wraps me in his arms. I feel like a little baby, all safe and warm and loved. I miss that so much...[:(]

LadyPact -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/29/2010 10:40:06 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: zephyroftheNorth It was easily the most primal sensation (lacking a better word) the most primal experience I have ever had. Something very fundimental changed in me that night and there has been no going back. zephyr, Absolutely great post! There is so much to be said for bringing out what is inside of us. Having the experience that draws out that thing that we may have always known was in there and the amazing reality of bringing into our conscious existence. It can almost seem like we are reborn in that moment. Thank you very much for sharing yours.

LadyPact -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/29/2010 10:53:37 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: HisEvelyn This has been a wonderful thread to read so far. Thank you for starting it, LadyPact! HisEvelyn, You are very welcome. It's been quite a treat for Me. [:)] quote: The look in my Master's eyes when he wants me to serve him intimately, the change in the air that just happens, like a switch has clicked. It's tangible, I can feel it on my skin. He touches me without actually touching me. It's like our minds connect, and I know what he wants. Then the feel of the carpet under my knees as I kneel before him. Very astute of you to bring up the touch without the touch. That feeling in the air where the giving and taking of power from one person to the other that exists as certainly as any tangible thing that might also be present in the room. quote: Nothing online ever prepared me for that kind of intimacy and sensation, for how powerful it can be when giving all power to one you love and trust and letting them use your body as their playground, and feeling cherished the entire time. I'm not especially sure anything can, until you've lived it. Still, some of the contributions on this thread have absolutely done better than many things out there. Very much including yours. Thank you for posting.

LadyPact -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/29/2010 11:05:33 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: myotherself It's that moment during a caning or flogging, when I'm screaming and begging for it to stop, and all of me wants it to stop NOW. Then he says 'for me'. myotherself, It is My firm belief that every top/Dominant/Master/Mistress worth their salt has the understanding to know how deeply the words "for Me" reach inside the bottom/sub/slave when used at that pivotal moment. Invoking those two simple words will cause them to reach inside themselves and find that thing that makes them shine brighter than ever before. I'm always amazed by the result that those words can bring about when falling on the submissive ear. Thank you for your wonderful addition to the thread.

kiwisub12 -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/29/2010 11:06:40 AM)
The one thing that stands out in my relationship with my Sir is .... honesty. He is the first man i have been totally honest with - in that , in my marraige, i would tell my hubby what i thought he wanted to hear, or what i needed him to hear so he wouldn't be angry/upset/jealous/insecure and so on.... With my Sir, when he asked me what i liked sexually, i trusted him enough that i would be honest - and the first time, hoped that he wouldn't be disgusted. HE WASN'T!!!! And that pretty much set the tone for our relationship. He asked - i answered - honestly, wheither or not i thought he would like it. I didn't take responsibility for his reactions - i took responsibility for MY actions. Maybe because i am not trying to hide things - from good intentions or not - but our relationship has been the easiest relationship i have ever had. There is no tension, no pressure, no trying to be someone i am not - he accepts me and enjoys me for who i am. How could i not love this man?

NuevaVida -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/29/2010 1:34:58 PM)
It isn't a physical thing, it's an emotional thing. For the first time in my life, I feel emotionally safe. I mean really safe. I am not alone, and this is a new experience for me. Even in past relationships, I never felt completely unguarded. I never felt like someone had my back the way I do now. Now, it's still bizarre to me, that he is so invested in me and this relationship that he'll climb into my pit and lead me out, when necessary, rather than demand I get myself out. I am experiencing love for the first time, and it feels....very warm. :)

UniqueRaven -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/29/2010 1:39:47 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: LadyPact quote: ORIGINAL: myotherself It's that moment during a caning or flogging, when I'm screaming and begging for it to stop, and all of me wants it to stop NOW. Then he says 'for me'. myotherself, It is My firm belief that every top/Dominant/Master/Mistress worth their salt has the understanding to know how deeply the words "for Me" reach inside the bottom/sub/slave when used at that pivotal moment. Invoking those two simple words will cause them to reach inside themselves and find that thing that makes them shine brighter than ever before. I'm always amazed by the result that those words can bring about when falling on the submissive ear. Thank you for your wonderful addition to the thread. Yes, absolutely - it's amazing to me the absolute depth of feeling that the simple words "Please me" brings out in me. At that moment i would do anything to please him - just to see him pleased and feel his pleasure. It's the moment of being the most "alive" - and it's very special. Thank you myotherself and LadyPact. [:)]

AlexandraLynch -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/30/2010 12:55:22 AM)
There is a moment of sweet heady rush when someone submits to me. Little sips of it when they drop their eyes and call me ma'am, when they show deference in public. But the really drunk, heady moment comes when I tell them to do something that they have to push a little to do...even if it's only, "Damn it, I just sat down, and NOW she wants a drink?!"...and I see their eyes and body push down the resistance and obey me. When I touch someone's body and they react. No thought, no decision, just reaction. I made them do that. That makes me wet. The sheer relaxation of knowing I don't have to devote my mind to wondering if my gear got packed up and carried back out to the car, that it's just taken care of. That I don't have to worry about my own basic needs; that's someone else's problem right now. My water glass will be refilled without my needing to break my conversation to go do it. I can simply articulate a desire and it will happen.

slavelynn95008 -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/30/2010 10:47:26 AM)
Love the 's side of the kneel'

LadyPact -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/30/2010 11:43:31 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: kiwisub12 The one thing that stands out in my relationship with my Sir is .... honesty. kiwi, What a good point. I think this is especially true for those of us who have experienced a relationship where honesty didn't exist. We can appreciate it on a whole other level because we see the contrast between the two. Thank you for contributing.

JstAnotherSub -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (5/31/2010 11:26:48 AM)
this has to be one of the best threads ever on this site. i have had to come read it in bits, because it really has made me remember what i adore the most in a relationship. and just when i had pushed enough of it back in my mind to think about dating vanilla again dammit! one thing is for sure, once you have experienced the intensity of "pure fuckin magic", as we always called it, nothing less will do.

AAkasha -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (6/2/2010 10:31:33 PM)
This has been a great thread! Thanks for starting it and to everyone who shared. There's one part of my femdom side that is pretty intense and unpredictable and it ebbs and flows. While I am almost always "game" for some S&M on some level, there are times when I wake up consumed with a need for it. It's animalistic, it feels super compulsive, it's very distracting. The most vivid times it impacted me were times like in college - at a party, or on a date, with a man, a man who I was attracted to. And listening to him talk or watching his mannerisms, all I could do is imagine how he would look restrained. In bondage. Or begging. Or how his hair would feel between my fingertips. How much tension it would take to make him wince. What a whimper would sound like from him. It's an aching, burning in my chest, kind of above the belly. I sometimes feel flushed. I have to look away. I feel incredibly predatory, but almost intensely vulnerable at the same time because it's a surreal, frenzied, "why am I having these URGES" (this is how it was in college - when I was really getting a grip on it..bigtime). During those moments, man is meat to me; he's prey, he's someone I want to sink my claws into. If I feel ANY kind of attraction to him, I don't think about kissing, or holding hands, or romantic lovemaking; I think of primal sadism, how he would look with tears in his eyes and how long he can hold his breath. I still get like this. Not QUITE as often (I find that if I get my "needs met" regularly, these kind of predatory urges aren't as compulsive when they hit me), but they happen. I've had a corporate client for more than a decade that brings me into a boardroom a handful of times a year; I see the same corporate bigwigs there every time, so we all connect a few times a year at this meeting only. There's a guy who attends this meeting too, who I find attractive, but we never share words really as our businesses don't align, we're just bystanders of each other at this meeting. There are times, if I am in that mood, that I can't stop looking at him (I think he has caught me a few times) because there's something in me that wants to dominate him in the worst way. There have been times when I am "feeling it" that I have to keep my eyes down on my agenda and not even look at him, because it's a distraction. Two months later, same meeting, I can barely even remember saying hello to him. It's that unpredictable; but when I am "in it," it's all-consuming. Akasha

FlamingRedhead -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (6/3/2010 1:08:47 AM)
My dynamic is an endless series of contradictions that just feel right. The nature of our relationship is "supposed" to be casual, but it's the most intimate, most honest relationship with the most chemistry I've ever had; I've never loved anyone like this. When he humiliates me, I feel humbled because he's right; I'm a slut or whatever he says I am. I believe it. I also know he doesn't really mean it. I don't get to tell him what to do or how to do it, but the very few times I've spoken up to tell him he's wrong, he's listened. I feel both ignored and that my voice will be heard. When I've been used like a totally dirty slut, shared with his best friend, I've received more affection and praise, not less. He doesn't try to change me or control my life, yet I feel totally enslaved. It's hard to explain exactly what submitting/surrendering to him feels like. It's like sliding in a downward spiral towards Hell and landing in Heaven. Can one fall up? I feel a bit like Alice in Wonderland.

ItsAProcess -> RE: I Don't Think They Intended THIS (6/4/2010 3:51:47 PM)
She makes me smile. Why? Because I know she's mine. Totally. That I can do with her what I will, and that after I am done she will do for me as I wish. Her kneels show not only obedience and beauty, but a spirit of submission. The sight of it puts a fire through my core like nothing else on this earth. The rush brushes past personal insecurities, it sneers at worries and concerns about daily life, it knows nothing but Power And Cherish. She is mine, but when I say that it brings to mind an emotion of Possessiveness and Control. But mine is Control and Wonder. Possessiveness is a part of it, but not the overwhelming emotion. As it was often during online relationships. I have her. She is my grandest possession, my greatest achievement. She is the pinnacle of a Decade's experience. Studying when I was young, practicing in my late teens and early twenties, and only in the last couple years feeling the way what being a Master and not only A Master but Who I Am As A Dominant. Through all this. Through the numbers of girls I've had in my palm. She stands far above. Being a Dominant is, at least for me. About not only control, responsibility, and pleasure, but truly enjoying the mindset. She's helped me to know myself as a Dominant, As A Master more than any other. And I'm more than content. I could ramble on and on. But the request was 'pick a topic'. >.> I'm not sure I stuck to one topic.

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