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My poetic soul - 4/12/2006 6:45:01 PM

diaperedslave

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I hope no one minds if I post some of my poetry here.. if anyone dislikes I will stop. I just want to find a friend who is drawn to the arts... If anyone is interested in more I will share my soul with you.

Ragged Doll
By Timothy B. Chiacchira

I represent the torment of failure and loneliness,
A wretched step child tattered stuffing loose
Eyes plastic and molded into darkness hanging off
Dancing alone held tenuously aloft by the thread.

Dark stains surround me in the shadows
As I beneath lay the bed
How long has it been?
Since she held me?
Told me she loved me?

Who is the ragged doll now?
What is that next too me?
A mirror of hopes for what could have been??
I only lived for you.
Now alone I sit old silent under the bed
Held on by the thread
I am still the same underneath
Just a little worn

Why am I a toy not to be held?
On by the thread…
Or is my usefulness
Just a memory said..
Goodbye cut this thread
Blind and disguise my misery.

So I may just sit here in shadow and pretend
The one who held me dear is watching me lovingly.
A ghost of the doll I used to me
No longer held by the thread

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RE: My poetic soul - 4/12/2006 7:12:22 PM

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greetings

How sad did you lose someone dear?
i am sorry your sad i hope you get you stuffing '
back in so you made be hold again

Are you a babysub? looking for a mommiedomme?

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RE: My poetic soul - 4/12/2006 7:13:25 PM

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I wrote the first one to you poem

my name is mons/jane

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RE: My poetic soul - 4/13/2006 12:08:31 AM

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I love poetry that touches me. Nice job.

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RE: My poetic soul - 4/13/2006 3:58:28 AM

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Yes I am a baby sub looking for a Mommy Dom. I lost my wife of 10 years just before Christmas. She new about my submissive self since the day we met but I guess only played along hopeing that I would outgrow the fetish and my desire to serve. She fell in love with one of her professors.. I was putting her through school and she got her degree and then left me. I hope to at least find someone to accept my desires as they are vaired but I love foreced age play.. at least in fantasy.. she only let me play once a month on a weekend.. I guess I still love the IDEA of what I hoped she was but she alas was not that nor really desired that type of dom sub relationshisp. I am getting to the place where I am hopeing to find someone that I can provide and care for and they will accept my diaperd butt to crawl to them, massage thier feet and serve them with the passion of a flame in my desire and will.

Here is another poem its about the first time I steped out of my house 3 months after she left me.. you see 5 days after she left I triped at the store and broke my right 5th metarcle..bone on foot.. and was trapped in my condo for 3 months.. someone from work had to bring me food my mail and start my car... it was really sad..Alone.. no family or friends on the top of a mountain in NH.. So my boss told me I could move to whereever I wanted and still work.. from home.. so I am moving to Florida at the end of the month.. I have 2 best friends there... well I degress.. here is the poem..

Alive Again
By Timothy B. Chiacchira

Today I took a breath,
Cold, shimmering in the windy light,
It stung and I rejoiced.
In deeper, alive

Just when darkness came
So did you
And you held me
Close.

I rode the wave of the inhale
A crystal ship finding its way to
Warm shores and smiling faces
Bare warm breath, I alive again.

If anyone knows someone who may want a devoted careing man who just happens to be submissive and thinks it would at least be entertaining to controll me and my diapered state I would love to talk to them..

Hugs and kisses to all.

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RE: My poetic soul - 4/13/2006 8:35:14 PM

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that's some pretty good stuff, I especially like the line

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I rode the wave of the inhale

I am also a poet of sorts, and there are a lot of good poetry forums I would be glad to point you towards....drop me a line on the other side and I will send you some links.

Good luck in your search and keep writing (or as another poet friend of mine used to say "Write on!"

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RE: My poetic soul - 4/14/2006 5:02:53 AM

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Thank you so much for the kind word. I would love to find some good forums if you could pass them along. I have more than 300 poems I should probably do somethign about...but dont know much about going about putting them into a book getting published and all that..

Talk to you soon!

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