Ligeia72
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ORIGINAL: BitaTruble Oh, oh. My very favorite topic. Blood play, is without a doubt, my #1 kink. It's messy and sacred and painful and exhilerating all at the same time. The messy used to be a problem as I was ruining expensive towels but then we discovered the joys of heavy mm drop cloths (for painters) and can get 4 uses out of a single sheet for just a few dimes per use so that problem was solved by the good ol' folks at our local hardware store. The fun stuff - there is a wicked delight in the spilling of blood for me. Everything from watching it drip out of my own body forming into different patterns to the actual sensations garnered by the cutting itself and the wonderful designs that can be made on a human canvas with a combination of knife, needles .. maybe some colored wax and strategic rope use to round things out. There is a stillness and calmness that takes place inside me when I am trying not to move (have had accidents with sudden movement so I do try to be extra careful in this area but.. eh, shit happens don't it?) during a scene. Couple that with some low background sounds and it's a little taste of heaven on earth which I find very appealing on a visceral level. Most of SM provokes reaction from my baser instincts which is one of the reasons that I really enjoy that sort of play but some of them hit up my spiritual and intellectual sides as well and blood play is in that category. Intellectually, I am very aware of the danger involved in allowing too much blood to spill so the edge is right there to tumble over if we're not careful. Spiritually, blood is life, running all the parts of my body so they are in sync and allow my existance, allow me to give birth, to feed what grows in my belly (though those days are long past for me now) and so I consider it sacred and with the spilling of it, as in blood letting, is like defying gods.. and puts me, mentally, into another place far away from my mostly mundane activities. I love everything about blood.. the smell, the taste, the sight.. how it makes me feel when it's spilled, the way my pulse races when I know I'm going to be doing a scene with blood letting. It's almost like my blood itself is pounding from the inside of my flesh to get out, be freed and I am more than happy to accomdating the demand knowing it's a renewable resource and will replenish itself in time. Fascinating stuff, blood. Too much spilled and I know I could die.. just the right amount and I fly. Love it! This times a hundred! I love the visual aspect of bloodplay, the way it looks set against someone's skin, the way it flows, runs etc. I love the sight, the smells, the heightened physical and emotional responses to the sight of blood. I love the way it's so 'primal', the whole 'dark romantic' tie in with Vampires, etc etc. And yes definitely I understand it's edge play as well. It's something I absolutely I approach with a lot of respect/caution. I'm certainly not one to take the idea of Bloodplay lightly, or ignore/play down its risks.
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