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BitaTruble -> RE: Is BDSM an addiction for you? (7/27/2010 6:46:40 PM)
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ORIGINAL: gungadin09
Do you feel that you're addicted to BDSM?
Absolutely. I'm a big time junkie. BDSM is, hands down, my favorite activity and when I don't get to engage on a regular basis I can get depressed, pissy, emotional and then I withdraw into myself. quote:
Does it matter who you're with, what your mental status is, whether you're happy, sad, or stressed out?
It matters a great deal now both in who is holding the crop and who I want to kneel for. BDSM is so many different things to me; cathartic, fun, entertaining, educational and more. My mental state is so much better when there is consistant structure and consistant play time. When those two things are in place, I seldom get sad or stressed out and I recognize the difference between stress or sadness brought on by hormones which are just passing for a day or so and stress or sadness brought on by a lack of power or play and going too long in limbo.
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How often do you get turned on? If you're in a relationship, how often is the sex vanilla? How often are your fantasies?
That stuff is a little too private to share with the general public. [;)]
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If you had to choose between someone you loved and someone who fulfilled your kink, which would you choose?
Hey, I'm bi.. I want both and I want them in the same person! :D
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And anything else you want to say...
Engaging in BDSM and a power dynamic relationship is the best way I have ever found to fill me. Engaging in it with someone I love feeds every bit of me. My humanity and my inhumanity. I don't want to change that or trade it for anything else. I am at my happiest when I can be true to myself and the truth is, I love BDSM. I love being in a power exchange dynamic. I love Himself and when we are doing it right, I'm so happy I'm stupid. When we are screwing things up, I can be downright miserable. Happy rocks.. misery sucks. :D
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