I do not fear punishment.
I do not fear being abandoned.
I fear letting him down.
I fear seeing that look in his eyes knowing I have disappointed him.
I personally love that when I do step out of line that Phoenix is willing and able to make me aware.
My biggest fear his him NOT correcting me.
His punishments though rare are meant to guide and show me he loves me and cherishes me.
I am not perfect and he does not expect perfection.
Now the punishment that I dislike the most, most people laugh at.
I am made to wear white kacky shorts, white or pastle polo shirt, and tennise shoes.
Blessed Be,
Phoenix's Nika