angelikaJ
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I don't know if anything in this first post on this thread will resonate with him or not. http://www.collarchat.com/m_1240921/mpage_1/key_/tm.htm#1240921 (They don't like people posting on older threads, if you have thoughts that spring from it begin a new thread) You are craving control, and he isn't giving it. You have even pushed the issue and he won't respond. What he is not getting is that this is something you need. It must be hard to see the other slaves getting what you need. However, discipline, and servitude perhaps need to come from within, regardless of what he does or doesn't do. If you are his slave, then you are his slave. My other suggestion would be to find a kink aware therapist who can work with you both on this issue.
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