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A dovetail of a one night stand - 12/27/2010 6:08:20 PM

Prinsexx

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I've just checked out my dates here and it has actually been almost a year since I left collar. There was a one-night stand which decided this. I travelled into London. I scened with a man I was on IM with for a few nights. That was it. That was all there was. The rest was my assumptions...
his profile said switch and I was expecting to elicit his dominant side. As it turned out he became deeply submissive. I didn't so much switch as dovetail those two extreme aspects of myself.
I felt dirty, shallow and unhappy leaving and getting the tube and finally getting home to sanity and my mundane life.
But I FINALLY had broken through to the other side of the kneel.
So many realisations fell into place. Standing over his stockinged face and tied helplessness gave me a sense of freedom and pride and the worth of the pleasure my assertiveness had given him. I foregave myself the one night stand.
It also gave me a sense of the responsibility that domination entails. But that's another story.
That was a powerful one night stand and I have no regrets.

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RE: A dovetail of a one night stand - 12/27/2010 7:59:15 PM

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The power of choice. It is ours to choose and decide. We may not always get what we seek. But it the choice is freely made then you should never feel regret in that decision. Once the choice is made you then the question becomes did you learn from the experience? It sounds like you learned a little something about yourself. But only you know that for sure.

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