Termyn8or -> RE: GUNS (12/30/2010 3:26:00 AM)
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FR Maybe I should explain. It's when you don't fear death that you can really live. It's when you don't fear rejection that you can really approach, it's when you really don't fear censure that you can really speak. Fear governs us IN EVERY WAY, and once the base of fear is destroyed all constraints are destroyed. When, not if but when you get to the point in life where you don't fear death, what could they possibly threaten you with ? Fuck "who are they", WHOEVER ! But mind these words, in no way does the lack of fear of death equal any suicidal tendency, in fact quite the opposite may be true, once truly free, you may fight for life with renewed fervor. To take life and SIEZE IT however it comes. That is the indominable spirit of Man, and this means Women as well, I am from the old school. Sorry if I bothered you. The fact is I don't give a fuck. My car is a piece of shit that is going to the boneyard and I either buy another or walk. I can't see the numbers on the buses, I (nobody can) afford to take cabs all over the place and I only know one person who drives who doesn't have a job. I am at least half blind, more than half according to my ophamalogist, I am recovering from some unknown illness and am not completely through that, what's more I have maneuvered things to ensure a happy inheritance the other year and dealing with a REAL court case. And you know what ? I don't fucking care. I was born with nothing and I will die with nothing. Even if someone takes my life, we are even. I mean it, and the possible thrills are abound. If I ever get into the cockpit of a plane and want to take off, I will figure out how to start the thing. You think a Man of logic such as I would think to just land, return the plane and everything would be hunky dory ? Fuck no. I would crash that plane. But into what ? You see I do not project (in the psychological sense). It would be wrong to take a bunch of people with me to meet our maker(s), and that is why I won't do it. But be warned, if you ever get the drop on me you better be pretty fucking sharp. I'm willing to die, but not by the hand of sonme maniac, or who knows. I'll kill them, if necessary with my own hands if able. Yes I will fight for my life, but because IT IS MINE, it is mine to give or spend as I see fit. I am not a child, I do not hold on for dear life, I do not embrace the "fact" (read idiocy) that life is precious. I think that's a copout. If they take a tumor out of your body are you concerned with it's well being ? Hell no. In the same way I think of the entire human race. And if indeed I, myself is that cancer, then I will die, and that will be that. T
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