LinnaeaBorealis -> RE: Virgin and power (5/2/2011 10:52:53 PM)
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My first time was nearly 50 years ago (girl, can you bring me my walker now??) & I still remember his name & I remember the sex like it was yesterday. I was a 17-year-old freshman in college & he was a 20-year-old senior. He was the first honest man I had met, the first one who told me he wanted to fuck me, not that he "loved" me so couldn't stand not having me, he just wanted to fuck me. So we did that. We did it quite a few times. He had a bad reputation on campus as the fuck-em-n-leave-em type. After awhile of fucking whenever we could, I got bored with him, because there really didn't seem to be anything else to him. And I told him that I didn't want to see him anymore. Apparently I was the first girl/woman who'd ever done that, because his reaction was odd to me. He sort of stalked me. I'd be in the bookstore & turn the card rack & there he'd be; in the coffeeshop, turn around & he'd be at the table behind me, staring at me. He begged me to let him see me again. And that's when I learned that indeed, sex can be power, but the power was mine.....
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