hausboy -> RE: Multiple Personality Disorder (8/22/2011 8:24:20 PM)
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ORIGINAL: HannahLynHeather you know hausboy, the symmetry of your story really fucking appeals to me. it's almost like whole got revealed to you now that you have become him. like you've come full circle. It was one of the most chilling moments for me. All these years, I thought "my friend hole" was because I liked to sit and dig in the sandbox or something....or play with toy bulldozers.. The first flashbacks freaked me out big time, caused me to completely shut down and I essentially became a 6-year for several weeks. I didn't want to get admitted at the local public hospital mental ward because I heard stories of people going in...and not coming out.... I admitted to my mother that I needed help, and they flew me home from San Fran and she took care of me for the weeks to follow, and got me a therapist, until I could function again. I remember feeling like I was split in two. And it was also about that time that my gender stuff was REALLY starting to fuck with my head. So yeah.... it was like my life was suddenly fused together again. I immediately called my shrink and saw her right away because the whole thing (whoops. no pun intended, I swear) really freaked me out. The two of us cried together. (personal best, by the way. I've now made every single therapist cry.)
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