TheHeretic
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Joined: 3/25/2007 From: California, USA Status: offline
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Smokes are sneaky fuckers. I quit for five months, gained 20 lbs, and then fell back into the habit. Call them coffin nails, tell me they are going to kill me, whatever you've got, they keep my strangling hand busy, and that is frequently important, even if I have mellowed considerably with age. Some things are easier to quit than others. I just ran out of a few additives that used to live in my medicine cabinet, and wouldn't know where to get more now if I went looking. Probably for the best, really, except for the mushrooms. I buy legal pot at the store, and a little bottle lasts me. I might smoke in a month what I used to go through in an afternoon. I know I don't have any problems with opiates, for the simple reason that there is a decent selection behind my bathroom mirror, and the bottles are expired, long before I use them up. The dust in the liquor cabinet tells the same story, even if the corner store carries my cider, just for me. I think it's important not to view addiction through an on/off paradigm. There are degrees, and layers, and compromises with the inner demons to achieve balance. Self awareness is a lot more useful than denial.
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If you lose one sense, your other senses are enhanced. That's why people with no sense of humor have such an inflated sense of self-importance.
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