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Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 11:46:23 AM   
quinnmalcolm


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Status: offline 		Hi, I'm 32, I live in Alaska. I was introduced into this lifestyle at an early age. It's been a strange cycle, sex was always easy to get, but love never was. Had 2 girlfriends in my entire life, and one was only interested in my body, the other my status. I own a business fyi.

I became interested as I found I could easily fulfill fantasies and women would begin sharing secrets to me, and I in turn would fulfill them. The first one was a lesbian of one of my online lovers. She had been saying she loved me, but then after a while told me she had fantasies about me. From there I hopped around and found that it was just the thing that I really wanted, really desired was a submissive. It heightened when I met a brash girl who revealed she enjoyed gun, torture and daddy daughter play.

Sometime back I feel in love and did away with it all. She never knew anything, and instead used my need for love against me and tried to take my status and money away for her own. I kicked her out and have been thinking a lot about what I want.

Outwardly, I'm shy, sweet and kind. It's who I am. But i know what turns me on is having an obedient girl, or girls. I have especially enjoyed the ones I had in the past who were willing but had a bit of shyness even as they followed my commands. I am now out of practice and I am uncertain if I can even meet one who hasn't already been taken. As with life it seems that I can't find a good path or a steady way to achieve my goals.

I am looking to chat with others and a little help to find what I am desiring in my life. I can't change certain aspects of who I am. I will have my private and my public life separate and I will not cause harm to anyone without consent. If that makes me weak so be it. I lived most of my childhood and teenage years being picked on and bullied for my glasses and geeky tendencies. But I never ran from a fight, I always stood up and faced the troubles, and I don't back down from a friend in need. I have a large family filled with friends and loved ones and I will never turn my back on them. But I desire someone closer than any of them could be.

I seem to have rambled a bit. Anyone to chat with who can either help me along, interested in chatting or advice to give I would greatly appreciate. If you are only planning on mocking go nuts I'm good at ignoring worthless tripe.

I look forward to meeting everyone.
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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 11:48:36 AM   
hlen5


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Status: offline 		Welcome to CM and I hope you find a submissive girl that falls madly in love with you, and vice versa!!

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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 11:58:18 AM   
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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 12:06:05 PM   
MistressDarkArt


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Status: offline 		Welcome, Quinn. Enjoy the journey, and good luck in your search.

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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 12:09:29 PM   
ashjor911


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keep yourself warm will ya..

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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 12:13:21 PM   
Ninebelowzero


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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 12:50:16 PM   
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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 12:52:29 PM   
DaddySatyr


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Know what I want, forgot how to get it



I can relate. people used to look at me, really strangely, when I walk into a Glatt Kosher deli and ask for a porkroll, egg, and cheese.

Welcome.



Peace and comfort,



Michael

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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 12:53:12 PM   
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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 12:56:17 PM   
EmilyRocks


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Status: offline 		Welcome and good luck.

Alaska eh?

Come on without, come on within,
You've not seen nothing like the mighty Quinn.
(I hope those are the words.)



That little smiley is getting a workout today, eh?

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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 1:01:27 PM   
DaddySatyr


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ORIGINAL: EmilyRocks

I believe it's:

Come on all without, come on all within,
You've not seen nothing like the mighty Quinn.
(I hope those are the words.)



That little smiley is getting a workout today, eh?



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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 1:39:02 PM   
Azonier


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Status: offline 		I know how ya feel, OP. People are always using me for my status as a (lessor) god. One day, I hope to find the human of my dreams and make it mine.
Until then, I keep doing the nose thing. It's what I do.
Chin up. (but watch yer nose!)

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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 2:28:36 PM   
Delilya


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Status: offline 		Best of luck

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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/20/2011 10:17:10 PM   
quinnmalcolm


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Status: offline 		Much appreciated. Now I just have to figure out how to accomplish that. Heh.

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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/21/2011 3:40:50 AM   
OohAahMrs


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Status: offline 		Hey welcome mal, hope it goes for ya.

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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/22/2011 10:19:26 AM   
tiggerspoohbear


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Status: offline 		Welcome to the boards. Good luck in your search, may you find the love of your life packaged as a submissive. They are out there, I know, I used to be available.

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RE: Know what I want, forgot how to get it - 12/23/2011 12:11:19 PM   
quinnmalcolm


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Status: offline 		I gotta say I was a bit scared but I am starting to feel a lot more comfortable. I think I was running with the wrong crowd before. Unfortunately now I have to do something I am really not looking forward too. I have to go get some alaska pictures and apparently the most alaskan thing is to get my picture on the moose. SIGH. After christmas I'm going outdoors, but for now you will all see the horrible tourist attraction in the simon mall downtown. Hopefully up by today. Thanks for all your kind words. ^_^

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