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OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 4:52:31 PM   
Aileen68


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So I'm a few months away from my first anniversary here and I started thinking back to when I used to just lurk.
And my limits then.  They were based on my very limited knowledge and they were extreme to me, at the time.  Over this past year my limits have definitely changed.  Things that I thought were so extreme then are becoming things that I now crave, especially as I get more experience.  Then I started to think about how I felt about this.  These were things that at one point in my life I thought were disgusting.  What I've been trying to figure out in all of this is whether I'm more bothered, yet at the same time extremely turned on, by physically doing these things or by the fact that I like doing them.  After all...proper ladies don't do the things I want to do.  It's so hard to sometimes get beyond that brainwashing.
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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 4:57:55 PM   
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Not sure what you want to do, but the kinkier a woman gets to me the more proper she becomes :)

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 5:07:08 PM   
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Sounds like thigns are going normally to me.

I always enjoy hearing novices go "I'd NEVER want to do that, eww!"

Then a few months later it's "OMG I tried it and it was awesome and now I want it every day!"

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 5:46:54 PM   
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LOL L A ... you and me both.... it get sweetier each time I see or hear it myself. Even when the words come from my own lips.....

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 5:52:02 PM   
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I remember my first dom rolling his eyes when I said: I don't see how anyone can enjoy getting their hair pulled. It just wouldn't do a thing for me!

You live, you learn, you get more perverted...it's all good!!

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 6:47:59 PM   
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Aileen, I think it'd make you feel better if you went into explicit detail about these cravings of yours.

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 6:50:13 PM   
bandit25


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Yes, let's all sit down and listen.

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 6:59:50 PM   
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 Yes, we'd all like to hear more...lol....don't be shy! Helk, I might learn something? LOL.
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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 7:22:17 PM   
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When I was online with my first sub, she told me she bound her breasts and placed nipple clamps on, then asked permission to masturbate.
My first reaction was revulsion and I wondered what had happened in her life that she needed pain to enjoy pleasure...

'Course I got a stiffie after thinking about it, and said "proceed"....
<grin>

Kinda know where your coming from, Aileen

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 7:41:58 PM   
lisa1978


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Welcome to the really kinky club! As we venture down the path of this lifestyle and meet other people like ourselves and society's standards hold less and less of you, allowing you to think, experience and live what makes you happy and not what other people tell you.




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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 7:46:58 PM   
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I think someone wants a "happy anniversary" spanking!

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 8:30:59 PM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: KatyLied

I think someone wants a "happy anniversary" spanking!


Katy, I think you got it lol.... maybe Aileen can go on a national tour, get a swat from each of us, leading up to her anniversary....

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 8:42:45 PM   
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there are things Id do now that I thought a few years ago that Id never do

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 8:49:43 PM   
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Come over and lets talk about it.

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 8:50:59 PM   
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In 4 yrs my oh my how I've changed. Mmmmm mmmmmm good. So glad I found the lifestyle.
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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 9:07:10 PM   
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Surprise sur prize,  though with the right person to guide and mold it is not a wonder that  you have expanded your horizons.When I first started I knew little, over the years there was of course more and more I was introduced to, or figured out on my own, as to likes, or what I could do with  things I thought only in a mundane way. Just as in  1st grade I would not have thought a rule was for anything more then to measure or as a pretend gun. Now I know many ways to use that same ruler for my pleasures, and very few of them are for measuring now. Women have been  brainwashed as to changingthe normal order of things, just as many men have become emasculated over the last couple of decades. It is always nice to see those who have made it back to proper ways.
As to what a "Proper Lady", well a good woman will serve her man as they have for generations, they just did not discuss it  in public what they were doing. A true proper ady knos her place, and kows how to be pleasing, but she has to have her eyes opended to what they may be. As your growth has come thus far, I am sure  that you are not done growing. My best of wishes to you as the journey continues.


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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 9:30:21 PM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: Aileen68

After all...proper ladies don't do the things I want to do. 



Sure we do....

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/4/2006 10:20:17 PM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: bandit25

Yes, let's all sit down and listen.
 

Yea, and you know, post pics lol.

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/5/2006 2:35:55 AM   
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oh yes, I second Miss MaComb....

we can even do a trade off lol

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RE: OMG I think I'm really kinky - 6/5/2006 2:45:33 AM   
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Felt this way a few years ago, was really just too scared to accept myself for what i felt was right for me, scared of how people I loved would react...and even more afraid I wouldn't find a man who could accept me completely, let alone love me completely.

Luckily, I found both with one

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