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ownedgirlie -> RE: in sorrow or in anger? (6/11/2006 9:55:42 PM)
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It takes a lot to make me angry anymore. I used to get so angry I would go into a rage, but that has all changed. Now, when I finally do become angry, I deal with it. Oh sure there's still the Spanish temper, but it manifests in a healthier manner now. For example, my ex just came over today and made me so angry I had to kick him out. But this time there was no rage, no yelling, just me telling him I need to be alone now, so he needs to go. OK so I had to say it a few times...
As for sad, yes I get sad. My Dad is dying, and that makes me sad. My nearly 20 year marriage ended, and I am still sad about that.
But what it really boils down to is how we handle our emotions. I am an emotional and expressive being, but despite anger and frustration and sadness, I am happy and peaceful in my foundation. I handle the blows that life throws at me because there is no better option. There is a LOT going on in my life right now, and friends & family keep calling, asking, "Are you sure you're okay?" Master has taught me to steady myself, and it has made a huge difference.
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