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It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 8/26/2012 7:38:50 AM   
MariaB


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Status: offline 		I had been reading a thread on here about 'the right to life' and got myself all upset and angry about 'partial birth abortions'. By the time Steve arrived home from work I was in a real mood. I slopped his dinner onto a plate and informed him that I wouldn't be eating with him as I wasn't hungry.
Now Steve isn't one to miss a trick and wasn't going to sit back and ignore my misery without knowing what the hell was going on. After a little interrogation from him I suddenly became this insane, irrational and hysterical woman! (This rarely happens btw!) 'Did you know that they legally, in many parts of the world, kill babies that are almost full term just because they are the wrong sex?' I asked him. 'Do you know how they do this?' I continued. By now I was sobbing uncontrollably and saying stupid things like, 'I don't even know if I want to be part of this world anymore'.
Steve knew there was little he could say to comfort me. He held me tightly for a long time. He didn't even eat his dinner.
A little later he pulled out our needle box. 'What are you doing' I asked him. 'I'm going to do some needles on you' he answered. At first I resisted. I mean, one really has to be in the mood for this sort of thing and my mood was a very melancholy one but eventually I relented on the proviso that he didn't put too many in and that it needed to be on my terms, meaning, I chose where they went.

As I lay on a half a dozen soft pillows listening to a lovely piece of music, I felt each needle going in. Some times it was painful, sometimes it felt exquisite. Tears fell silently down my cheeks, my mascara marking the white cotton pillow slips beneath me. Steve said not a word. He understands about the journeys I make during this sort of play. He understands that he is just a tool to that journey.
He had finished now but he was gently caressing me and running his fingers over the needles (we are blood bonded btw!). Suddenly I had this amazing out of body experience. In front of me I could see a field full of lilac flowers. The flowers resembled clover flowers but they were taller and denser. As he touched the hub of each needle, I became the flowers being touched.
I was quickly brought out of this space/delusion or whatever one would want to call it, when he asked if I had, had enough.
The experience was cathartic and energizing.
We were then able to sit and discuss the earlier part of the evening rationally, knowing that it was okay to care about such things.



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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 8/26/2012 12:13:41 PM   
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Status: offline 		That's amazing that he knew exactly what to do to make things easier for you. Sounds like you are incredibly lucky. :)


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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 8/26/2012 4:53:36 PM   
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Status: offline 		Just an FYI. Don't be surprised if this thread gets pulled. This forum is about positive experiences meeting other collarme/collarchat members and part of "the rules", if you will, is including the username they have here.

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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 8/26/2012 7:30:41 PM   
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Status: offline 		Hm, that's not in the Section Guidelines and I've seen quite a few posts that don't include the other party's username.

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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 8/26/2012 7:42:19 PM   
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Status: offline 		Sounds like you had a magnificient out-of-body journey, my dear, which you greatly needed and benefitted from.

From time to time, when I feel overwhelmed by the pervasive, callous disregard for life many have for others, and the alacrity with which they act to eliminate it, I remind myself of my belief that once the body is "dropped," our true essence is free at last, then there are no limits to what we are, where we go, or what we can do.

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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 8/27/2012 9:15:19 AM   
MariaB


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Status: offline 		Thank you Dusky and Kalei.
DeviantD, I have written some positive experiences here before without mentioning the other parties name and not had my post pulled but just in case, the man in question, my husband, has a profile on here called 'JustStephen'

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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 8/27/2012 12:26:19 PM   
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Status: offline 		Maria, thank you for sharing this one. I always enjoy hearing some of the stories between you and Stephen. It's great that you got needles to work for you in that way.


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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 8/27/2012 12:33:59 PM   
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Status: offline 		I am deeply envious of you who can do such things. I'm glad your husband is understanding.

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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 8/27/2012 1:01:52 PM   
MariaB


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Status: offline 		Well its probably the sort of thing I should of written as a journal entry but there has been a bit of negative judgement around recently regarding needle play and so I thought my positive experience was worth sharing.

Thanks LadyPact and LadyHibiscus and yes I am lucky to have a man who is so understanding

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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 8/28/2012 1:08:24 AM   
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Status: offline 		Others have commented their threads were pulled when they did not mention the other party's name. This was what they had been told by the moderator who removed their thread.

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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 9/28/2012 1:25:53 PM   
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Status: offline 		To clarify the issue, a thread in this forum requires the name of both parties.

Xi

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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 9/28/2012 1:30:09 PM   
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Status: offline 		Xi, she's been married to the man for how long? Can't allowances be made?


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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 9/28/2012 1:30:35 PM   
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Status: offline 		Maria, a lovely post. Thank you.

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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 9/28/2012 3:09:01 PM   
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ORIGINAL: LadyPact

Xi, she's been married to the man for how long? Can't allowances be made?


The clarification was a general FYI.

MariaB was in compliance with the guidelines by providing the required name in post #6.

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RE: It took a whole heap of needles to calme me down! - 9/28/2012 7:05:34 PM   
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ORIGINAL: LaTigresse

Maria, a lovely post. Thank you.


i will second that

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