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Reflectivesoul -> RE: curious about BDSM know it alls? (6/15/2006 9:13:29 PM)
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ORIGINAL: talibahh
tali sits shaking her head, dismayed... what i am so sad about, is when a *friend*, whom you thought you could trust and who you only a couple of days ago, asked her to keep quiet and not air somebody elses business in public, as it is of no concern to anyone other than the people involved, see it as her *right* or *place* to throw away any trust that friend had in her, to not just voice her opinions, but mislead others, take facts out of context, and presume, that because she knows only snippits of all that happened, that she is now an expert on the subject, and has a right to sprout forth and exagerate, that which she does know.
kickinchick, my apologies to both you and Fastlane. i know you know about the all but brief mutual interest we had in each other, before you came along, before i realised i was the one in the wrong, and ended something before it really even began. i know about you, as you know about me, and my Master also knows about the flirting between fastlane and i. Seems to me, all who are involved in any way shape or form, who need to know, know. And as far as i am concerned, none of this is anyones elses business. And if i could trust that said friend (and i use that term losely now... as what is friendship without trust?...) none of this would have been mentioned here, where IT DOES NOT BELONG, AS IT IS NO-ONE ELSES BUSINESS...
i can state some facts for you kickin... Fastlane and i are still friends... we talk online still... yes, there were a couple of heated talks, which is natural when things don't go as one hopes or planned, but i state with a resounding definate, that Fastlane *HAS NOT BEEN PESTERING THE SHIT OUT OF ME... AND HE DID NOT OR HAS NOT BEGGED ME TO GO BACK TO HIM* (He never really even had me in the first place... so how could He beg me to go back?), let alone this being a few days ago. We have remained good friends and i only wish some people saw more in Him like i have... He is not the monster made out to be, (IMHO anyway)
Fastlane, i am sorry Your name has been dragged through the mud again, on account of me, when there was nothing really to make a point of in the first place. i am not the innocent victim here, that is perhaps the illusion given. i am an adult and responsible for my own actions. i am especially sorry, when You are unable to reply in person, and defend Yourself... thus, is why i am now speaking out, and having egg on my face now (and deservedly so), as i reguard You as a friend, not deserving of this, and think it unfair and cowardly, that You be attacked so, when You are now unable to respond or reply to put Your opinion/point of view across.
RS... with respect... you only saw first hand half a story, and one side of it... a biased view... mine... at the time i was both upset and confused... all my own doing, this i freely admit, for i know i am far from perfect, make mistakes often, but at least i hope to learn from them. i thank you for now dragging both Fastlane's and now my name through the mud, in public, after i had asked you to keep things i told you to yourself... it is a sad day when one realises a friend you thought you could trust, proves otherwise. Fastlane *did* nothing to me... and i am not about to either discuss or disclose information here in public, which is nobody elses business... the event has passed, and i see no reason for it to be dragged out again, or in public.
kickinchick... i am sorry this has happened... please know that while fastlane and i are still friends, thats all we are... nothing more ever came of it, or will.... i wish you both every happiness together... He is NOT cheating on you with me, or begging me for anything behind your back with me, as suggested here...again my apologies...
humbly, with egg on my face,
tali
Well, this was fun to read.... where to start hmmm...
1.) I never named names so you cant blame me for outting anyone.
2.) I specifically told people I was going to name names to protect your situation... ask they'll tell ya...
3.) its so nice to find out that someone I considered a friend is a liar, because every archive I have from *you* is crying about how *you* got treated, thats not *My* doing, thats *yours*.
4.) I archive everything because of people like you that run to someone and cry and complain, while in the same breath spewing lies and contempt about someone, then turning around and coddling the person you just lied about.
5.) Silly me for sticking MY neck out there to try and help the innocent victim who was being harassed and called names and being talked down too....and yes I can back up what I say.... anyone questioning please feel free to ask me... as I said I archive everything and can prove what I say..
6.) I never once named your name, you did that all by yourself. Yes now I understand why you said dont mention anything.... because you were lieing all along...
tali I have NEVER been so disappointed in someone in my life, from knowing them such a short time. You talk about egg on ones face, that would be mine for ever wasting 5 minutes of my time to try and help you with anything. Stupid me for spending hours trying to make you feel better after you got bashed by him, but thats ok, I did that willingly because I did think you were a friend. That again is My fault. I do have to admit I'll definately think twice about helping the newbie again because I dont appreciate being accused of things which I did not do. The only person that outted you was yourself..... you put your name in here I NEVER did. As for that matter I didnt put a LOT of the things said in here, so how was it that *I* broke trust? Because I made reference to the lies you were feeding me left and right?
I wish you the best of luck in this world tali and I hope you find everything you deservebut from here on in I have washed my hands of you because I dont like being lied to and mislead for other peoples personal amusement.
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