Mercnbeth
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beth feels that her slavery IS the core of who she is, her development, and her talents; innate or other. I will have her respond in more detail directly to this issue, because hearing her speak for herself on this issue in the past, I know her convictions are stronger then I could relate speaking for her. Especially regarding any challenge to her self-esteem and value not only to me, but to herself.
this slave has been a slave for a long time...spiritually, physically, mentally, emotionally.....a servant of one kind or another in the vanilla world for as long as this slave can remember, which was one of the reasons the "slave" way of life felt so comfortable as soon as this slave discovered it's existance. this slave has seen God wink at her more than once with regards to this. Master has nurtured His slave's submissive nature and encourages His slave to pursue any intellectual or social pursuit that would interest or further stimulate her growth, as a slave and as a human being. the only mindless automatons around here are the puter and a few appliances.
this slave chose to follow a path of slavery that has vibrated her soul and felt the most natural thing to do, but it has also required, over time, for this slave to reject society's popular stereotype of what a "successfull" woman does, full of ambition, freedom and the societal nod of approval to pursue whatever career she chooses, naked or otherwise, for material gain....the hardest part was overcoming the brainwashing (by parents, public/private education, peers, pop culture, even church!) to pursue a career and make materialistic or financial gains a measure of personal success.
it is a common thread in every level of our society, save a few religious orders, that regardless of one's talents, gifts, education or skills, unless one is ambitiously making money at it(the more the better!), one is either unfortunate, physically ill, mentally ill or headed in that direction. we(our collective western society) have decided to determine a person's "worth" as how much money they have, assets or liquid--not the priceless value of their selves as human beings and the unique gifts they posess of some innate or learned skill to contribute.
at times in this slave's life, this slave has earned a paycheck for her talents and skills. other times this slave volunteered her time. this slave has also bartered time and/or assets for other services or goods. this slave has lived in times of poverty and times of great excess. that was then and this is now. upon acceptance of Master's collar, this slave fully understood that it was important to Master for Him to provide for His slave in every way and He has. becoming financially dependent on Him was a sacrifice that this slave was able and willing to make. this slave respects Master's wishes and authority over her and is extremely grateful that Master appreciates her talents and skills. if this slave had any ambition to earn a paycheck, then that is what she would be doing.
this slave's ambition is to please Master and although that might sound like just following orders, it is not that simplistic. among a myriad of other things, it pleases Master to have intellectual conversations, to be able to relax when He comes home, to enjoy social occasions(vanilla or non), to travel and explore, to push and expand this slave's physical and mental limits. our relationship would not have the same dynamic and this slave doubts it would even exist if this slave desired another Master(employer).
< Message edited by Mercnbeth -- 11/6/2004 12:11:45 PM >
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Interesting article i like this I think this should be brought up more..It is part of a Dominants responsibility to care for His/Hers property. I cannot work (disabled) to a degree I cannot stand or sit long. That is what makes this a hard search for the Right one..I donot want much all I ask is to be cared and loved and taught. I am not in this way of life to go to parties,dress fancy in gowns or fancy things,or get paid for my service. Im in it because I want what i mentioned, to be wanted,needed and loved and to learn ... Money is nothing theres more to a compatibility than money..I wish I could work and now I am trying to open a online store,and being successful ,so maybe I have found a solution..But I have found after a year or two and two are togther online and they decide to go offline to be together and they have no finances it will take its toil and the relationship will break..No matter how much you love someone,or want to be with That one its the Dominants responsibiltity is to care for His/Hers . Bring the person to Them..Why waste time online and dedicate and love if there is no connection to be met. I learned even tho I still love the Dominant,I had to move on and search with a more careful heart..IMO please donot hate me for speaking my mind ,but it is my feelings only ..Good topic it needs to be brought up in chatrooms and messageboards all aropund the internet. This way You know what is ahead of your being.... be well and happy serenity
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