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ORIGINAL: impishlilhellcat

I love pain play. When I first started out I wasn't into pain at all I hated it. Eventually I became to love it and crave it. I don't orgasm from it although sometimes I hit subspace from it. It's not about either of those for me either. In my mind it's rather complicated why I am drawn to it.

1. It helps me release emotions I don't normally like to deal with (crying)
2. It's a definite stress reliever for me. (when I get stressed I crave more pain and to be used mercelessly)
3. I feel closer to Him when we engage in pain play
4. It pleases Him. He's a sadist and he enjoys pain play. Whether it be the end of the day and it's his frustrations from a day of work or just because.

Away from sex, pain still hurts me, and i've neva experienced subspace but i enjoy it coz Master enjoys it, and like having a baby, it hurts, but the end result is well worth it