ownedgirlie
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(Fast Reply) I mentioned this in a different thread, but the idea of a tattoo had always felt "off limits" for me. I have never liked them personally, and being the cynical being that I was when Master found me, I firmly believed that nothing lasts forever, therefore I will not wear someone's mark who is only going to leave later on. So when Master said he wanted to mark me as his, I gave it a lot of thought. I was allowed months to contemplate and process the idea, and to then share my thoughts about it with him. I am a different person than the broken girl he found. I am the first girl he has ever felt the desire to mark. He wanted me branded, but knowing my lack of pain threshhold, did not want to put me through that kind of pain. Plus, he wanted something with color and shading. He considers his mark on me to be my brand, and so do I. I knew he wanted me marked, and I knew that I could not and would not deny him this. I was grateful he allowed me so much time to adjust to the idea. I realized the importance of such a mark, and what it symbolized for both him and for me. I took it as a huge commitment from him, and an expression of how he views me. He is realistic, and would not mark someone he did not intend to keep forever. If a day should come that he decides it is best to let me go, I will still look at my mark with gratitude, as it will remind me of the abyss from which he pulled me, and of the life and happiness he has enabled me to experience. Wherever our path leads us, I will be grateful to him forever, as his impact on me has been profound. He created a design which reflects his persona and my slavery, through his initials. With the enhancement of a tattoo artist, it came out quite nicely. I wear it on my right flank, and every day I look at it, and I am grateful for it.
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