Slipstreme
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Slipstreme, I enjoy pain for the sake of pain and for the beauty and artistry I can create with my needles, knife work, wax, etc. A lot of the self-inflicted stuff is because I'm trying out something new before using it on someone else, but aside from that.. I just enjoy it. I like piercing. I like the way it feels, the way it looks. I like to paint myself with hot wax. I like doing skin carvings.. again, because of how it feels and how it looks. I don't get to do that so much anymore because Himself thinks I go to deep sometimes and doesn't want me to carry scars. I especially like piercing and adding weights.. they hmm.. not sure I can describe it, but after you wear them, it's as if the body protests their removal. He doesn't like me doing that as much anymore either. Probably because of some other medical issues and I don't heal as fast as I probably should and there's this issue he has with someone else marking his property.. even if it's me. ::chuckles:: There are special occasions though where he'll allow me to self-inflict if I want .. BDSM birthdays, anniversaries.. stuff like that and I appreciate those immensely. Celeste Nice. Like Harry there are some things I wimp out on though. The needle play and knife play (hate needles, always have, but not adverse to having them used on me. Been becoming insanely interested in knives. The urge is there, to cut, play with and watch the blood, but something just won't let me do it.) I also tend to self inflict to make sure that I can do it to others when trying something new, or to make sure the items I decided were to be used for a mindfuck really only go so far, before something actually happens on my slave.
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Living the Dichotomy Painslut? How about "Endorphin Junkie"? For information about "the furry thing" please check out my profile journal entry for: 1/17/2006 Alpha of a leather family of four. Master to the slave z.
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