Kirasen
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I've gone nuts...
My friend and i were friends with this transgender girl, f to m, and she was an ass to everyone and she did horrible things to people we knew. She started to do horrible things to us, like she disrespected and tried to inappropriately touch my body, but she did worst to my friend. She snuck into her house and got into bed with her and did stuff until she woke up. One morning recently, she called me up to hangout, and i said i was busy. She made a remark, about something and hung up. I told my friend that she wanted to hangout and that it would just be better to just cut away from her, burn the bridge... My friend called her up and asked if she threatened me, which the girl didnt, btw my friend missunderstood what i told her. The girl quickly called me up and yelled at me and I lost control cause i dont ever like to be called a liar or to be told that i did something when i have not done it! I told her to fuck off, and I hung up... I started to get texts from my friend saying she's telling the girl off for everything she has done to her. Then after about thirty minutes the girl texted me, and started to blame me, everything suddenly now became my fault. Everyone always makes everything to be my fault. I ruined everything! Yea im sick of that.... I told her the truths of what i saw in her, i hate myself for what i said , i wish i could Take all of it back. I told her about how she was a bad friend to me, the normal stuff, and the she broke the barrier, sort of speech, i cannot say what she said to me that burned my world away but i just lost my mind and I told her she is not the boy she pretends to be and that she is a GIRL until she has 'that' operation. I told her that i think the only reason why she says shes a boy, is cause she wants to be a d'bag to everyone. She says that everytime she does something rude or mean to someone. So thats why I dont believe shes even what she says. If i did believe her i would respect her, but I don't. She hurt me and my friend... I wanted her to feel pain for causing us soo much pain. I called her a girl over and over again in texts that would make anyone want to scream murder, and she said that we have school soon and that she doesnt want any drama. and i told her not to talk to me online, on the phone or in person.
All of this is childish shit, and go right ahead and say that, my question that I WANT to know is, am i wrong to have called her a girl? and is this all my fault? I feel really bad now, i feel like im choking thinking about what happened. I just want to go to her and apologize for this. I get attached to people and my friend, she doesn't want me to try to reform a friendship with her.
So yea you know what i am asking to know run with it whatever... Go head and say whatever it is your thinking just gonna say this though. I know full well that this whole thing is childish and right now i dont care. I just needed to express this somewhere where I know she wont see it niether of them can know.
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