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RE: How to eat a hippo - 2/9/2015 10:02:10 PM

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Guided by crazy sadistic lust, armed with cock, fueled by red wine and carried out by horny hippo . . .

Now I feel doubly used and abused. My suffering became thread fodder. Are my tears not sacred? (I tried to write the last sentence with a straight face but failed.

I was going to add a few details in my defense, but it would just sound like whining and more bratty. I really was in physical distress, enough that i was sipping his red wine (which i hate) in order to boost the numbness i was hoping for from combining the muscle relaxer and pain pill. I had offered to sexually serve Master when i came home but He just seemed to want my company, which often is the case. So after hours of this i was finally settling down and almost asleep when His hippo surfaced. It is a beast and usually i love the beast in Him. Not today. But as His slave it is my duty to suffer sometimes to please Him. I'm good with that, it's what i signed up for. Our life is never 50 shades, but the parts that aren't taken up by everyday normality are beautifully sick, twisted and very sexually satisfying to us both. I am blessed that way. But every once in awhile i have to pay the piper and suffer just because He likes it.

So I was ready to choke down some hippo. But my back was way out of whack and made everything hurt. And i knew that not only was i suffering at the time, but that this was going to be a gift that kept on giving. As in pain for days. And not the ouch I have a bruise and it hurts to sit kind. I also knew that this was not going to satisfy Master's sexual needs, it was past that. On a good day Master is not easy to satisfy sexually. It is against the rules to mention when Master started His sexual escapades, but it was over 50 years ago. He is jaded and desensitized. I have choked on this part of the hippo many times. What good slave can't make her Master cum every time? This one, and others in His past. When we first started dating it really bothered me. His ex-wife gave me a pep talk when i was ready to leave bc i felt i wasn't good enough for Him. She cheered me on while i was giving Him a marathon blow job. I would have preferred she help, but it was sweet of her anyway. I do think she might have a slight sadistic streak and hides it behind that sweet exterior, but that is a different story. So as I am being raped by Master, yes that is what it felt like because He knew how much it was hurting me and didn't care. This wasn't about sex it was about power at this point. I was crying in pain. But I also was mentally distressed because I was over tired and beginning to question my sanity for agreeing to eat Hippo in the first place.

Finally i thought the torture was over but by this time i was having an anxiety attack. Between that and my nose being clogged from crying I was having trouble breathing. After getting permission to go pee i was just relaxing on the toilet when in charged the fucking Hippo to piss all over me. I am a sick and twisted soul and usually i love when Master marks His property. But this time instead of that warm fuzzy feeling of being owned, i just wanted to punch Him in His fucking face. Which made me cry even harder, since in my mind a good slave would never entertain such thoughts. And I love Master and want to be a good slave for Him. He tells me i am, bit i still question it sometimes. Then He will tell me its His job to judge that. Again I digress. Now i am thinking the only thing that compares in size to His cock and His ego is His bladder. Me, the toilet and the floor are soaked in urine. So i am going to have to suffer with my hurt back longer to clean everything up and take a shower. Despite my best efforts, my bottom lip is stuck out so far it touches Master. Right in His evil heart. So He makes fun of me and orders me to stomp my foot, like a brat having a tantrum. This came too easy to me and we both started to laugh.

Finally i can get cleaned up and crawl into bed. Nope. Master gets in the shower with me, pulls my head back by my hair (hurting my neck...yes i am whining) and makes me look Him in the eye while He explains that nothing should ever get in the way of our relationship. He says some other loving things which i don't remember. And now, finally i can crawl into bed and relax. My belly is full of hippo and i hope it is like turkey, only served on rare occasions. Except He loves turkey. Dammit.

In my previous life i would never have imagined putting up with any of this. One of us would have been going to the hospital. NOBODY makes me eat anything i don't like. But now, while i don't have hippo as part of my daily diet, i never know when it will be on the menu.

Disclaimer: This might sound like a story of an abused woman but it is really a love story. I wouldn't trade my life with Master for all the tea in China or money in the bank.

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RE: How to eat a hippo - 2/9/2015 10:04:19 PM

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RE: How to eat a hippo - 2/10/2015 12:17:27 AM

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Hey sexyred. Come to Florida. You will know what hot is. Master doesn't really unleash the beast on anyone He doesn't own, but His normal self is very dominant, sadistic and sexy as hell. I also have my talents for pleasing a girl. And I sure could use someone to lick Mastet's balls while I blow Him. Besides all that we are just fun people to hang out with and we give good date. We even date people we don't fuck as long as they are fun. Doesn't hurt that you are hot too.

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RE: How to eat a hippo - 2/10/2015 12:19:58 AM

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Damn phone posting twice. Glad I caught it so it doesn't sound like I'm repeating myself

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RE: How to eat a hippo - 2/10/2015 12:27:04 AM

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I just saw this. She is posting from her phone in the bathroom . . . I should run in there and piss on her again.

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RE: How to eat a hippo - 2/10/2015 12:36:40 AM

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Trying to work out my response as I type.

I'm pretty out there. Anyone who knows me on CS, FL, tumblr, my blog, or a few other sites I'm one get a peek into my world through my writings, images I like, etc. I'm like that in real life, too.

I'm an 80/20 girl. I am 80% open with any convivial stranger. However, that 20%, I've been told, is enough to keep people shocked and on their toes for decades, because that is where my passion lies, and I dole it out a tiny, very tiny, bit at a time.

I'm trying to reason with myself why I do this. I've not thought about it in a way that I could explain to other before.

I think, now that I think on it, it's because the 80% is usually enough to keep people going for a very long while. It's fun, sparkly, and overwhelming to most. Bringing out those other bits, in most cases would just be overkill.

I guess my scening/relationship/play is like my personal style. I like to keep it simple. I don't want to focus on 8 million things at once, I want a simple, clear focus and objective. If I overwhelm, I want to do it with one thing, not twenty. So, my depths take their time. I'm 1 1/2 years into a relationship with my Pet, and he still hasn't gone through the majority of that 20%.

I'm not protecting him from me. I'm not consciously holding back. It's just with such a wide variety of perversions to sample from in e wide-open 80%, it takes a lot of time to need to dig down deep for more.

Reading over what I just wrote does not necessarily seem clear to me, but I'm going with it for now, because I got nothing better at 3:30 am... *smiles*

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RE: How to eat a hippo - 2/10/2015 1:42:57 PM

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Your post assumes that it is the Dom who is the hippo (or onion, or something...)

In my case I am the more extreme of us two and my Dom is more reserved. It's very easy for me to say 'no limits' because I know he will stop before I do anyway. I consider it almost impossible that he could shock or scare me, it's more likely to be the other way round.

It's worked out really well, as it happens. He loves my crazy kinkiness :-)

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RE: How to eat a hippo - 2/10/2015 6:07:11 PM

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I've always gone straight for hippo, since my teens many relationships started the morning after with the boy asking if I was actually ok with everything that happened, so yeah.

My current relationship wasn't much different, except that we actually went out a couple of times before we got intimate. And oops I forgot to mention the kink thing since I kinda thought I must have said something . . . and we went straight for crazy. I took him to his first dungeon party maybe two weeks later? We proceeded to try and drown each other in the hot tub for a good part of the night. Within a week of that first day there was a running bet that one of us would end up in the ER, by some sheer force of serendipity that hasn't happened in the past 6 years.

However, over the past 17 years that hippo has gotten needier, bigger, and batshit crazier. We gave it all we got right at the start, but we now have so much more of it.

/a short hippo break and a comedown later

Where was I?

The shit I used to do is kid's play compared to now, it is tame, downright normal shit. And I had a permanently stretched labia, sprained my back and hip, had my back ripped open multiple times, been suspended, had eaten fire, and a whole host of other nonsense before this relationship. 6 years later we've evolved into a completely different species, one bent on it's own demise through chokeholds, stabbing, severe head trauma, or what's most likely is something we haven't thought of yet.

Yesterday we actually were joking around about how we would every find another satisfying relationship if ours met with some terrible demise. Now that we're used to expressing love by trying to kill one another. I don't envy anyone in that situation. At this point the hippo would probably need a year or so to get completely out of the pen.

And neither of us are wired for slow burns, so I guess that's reason enough to keep one another alive and mostly happy for now ;)

/randomly beating the crap out of one another ended by him squealing in a high pitched voice because his balls were smashed in-between my toes if I would stop if he got us ice cream

Where was I again? Oh, yeah, I guess my point is it is important to not only have a relationship that maintains the hippo but helps it grow. What excites me most is where we're going to go next, how the hell are we going to raise the stakes this time?

No matter how you go about it when getting into a relationship it's important to assess not only whether or not there is room for the hippo, but also whether or not there is room for the hippo to get infinitely bigger. I rather measure my life not by how disturbed I am today, but rather how much more disturbed I will be tomorrow.

And no matter how hard we try we bring all of who we are into a relationship, and what we don't share creates distance, and what is left unfulfilled creates bitterness.

I need my hippo loved and nurtured fully and unconditionally, it is a part of me, a rather LARGE part of me. Same goes for him I need to love and nurture that hippo, and I am so god damned happy and fucking thankfully everyday that our hippos play so violently well together.

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RE: How to eat a hippo - 2/10/2015 6:27:14 PM

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In my experience, it's the "hippo" that doesn't view himself in such a way that is most appealing to me.

In my mind, the "hippo" isn't someone special because he has layers. I would expect that most people do. And frankly, I would expect to be "shocked" by a lot of shit if it was just thrown to me at the outset.

I completely agree.

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