CynthiaWVirginia
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Joined: 2/28/2010 From: West Virginia, USA Status: offline
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Me and this month started off on the wrong foot. I'm exhausted all the time and it's taking forever to get any energy back (had bronchitis for five and a half weeks and also had surgery for something else). All of that is behind me and I want my energy back NOW. I meant to do some mending while sitting on the couch watching tv today, but four cats piled up on me and if I tried to use a needle and thread they would have said, "Wow, dental floss!" I don't know why they were piling up all over me like that; it's not winter time. I was so hot under that pile of cats that I had my son turn on the fan in the living room so it could blow on me and cool me off...as dumping cats off of me every other second did no good...they kept coming back faster than I could dump them off until I started laughing and gave up. One of my bottoms wanted me to spend the night at his house, in his guest bedroom. I've known him for five or six years and he's a nice guy. I said no, in spite of it being past 2 a.m. My meds were at home, my favorite pillows that I can't possibly sleep without are at home...and I didn't want him to see me the next afternoon when I woke up. The first day or two after a scene I'm almost screaming every time I have to stand up because my legs will hurt me that bad. (When I'm feeling especially old and crippled, I like to be alone.) My sciatic nerve has been especially evil since I woke up and made even sitting on the couch miserable. I got such a rush from topping him that the next day I went splat. Woke up in drop and with an intense migraine headache. I've used dark Dove chocolate squares as medicine. It helped enough. On the 9th I'm topping one of my other bottoms, and I'll be using several paddles for so long that my shoulder and wrist and even my fingers are going to be screaming at me later that night, as soon as my natural high wears off. My gyn gets to see me on the 10th, and I will be so gimpy by then that I'll have to lurch and stumble into her office and get into and out of chairs with a mighty groan (and grimace). That's going to be fun. I'm going to be told the results of my surgery and tests. We're going to be finding out how hot and cold compresses (am going to squeeze out small towels and wrap his feet for a while, so I don't have to untie and retie him up to soak his feet in a tub)...affect how he processes pain. I meant to look in Fet's bastinado groups to see if anyone else has done this but I'm too wiped out. After I sleep and wake up I'll see about it. If I have enough time, I'll phone someone I know who used to go to our play parties (I watched their bastinado scene several years back) and I'll ask her if she and her hubby have ever tried this. This month I'll be in New York for three days with some age player friends. We're going to some huge Nintendo store and I'm going to look at everything Pokemon until my eyes pop out. Oh great. As I'm sitting here, I see that my son gave our cats milk again and one of them that's lactose intolerant is finishing off what the non-lactose intolerant cat left behind. Too late now. Tomorrow is going to be an interesting day and my son is going to have to follow behind the cats with paper towels, cleanup wipes and disinfectant.
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