ResidentSadist
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Joined: 2/11/2007 From: a mean old Daddy, but I like you - Joni Mitchell Status: offline
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I have been having some sadistic cravings lately. Don’t get me wrong, not a week goes by without various nipple tortures, spankings or paddling... and there is daily verbal BDSM protocol. But to an old jaded sadist like me and an extreme masochist like her, that stuff just seems like routine. Since last fall, because of extra heavy schedules, our precious spare time has been used catching up on rest and doing local stuff for dates like dinner and movies. I haven’t made time for public dungeons or parties w/BDSM friends in a while. It feels like we’ve been pretty vanilla in comparison to what was the previous norm. It's like the Chinese food joke, 30 minutes later you’re hungry again. To us, if we haven’t done some edge play in the past week or so, like Chinese food, it feels like we haven’t been doing any S&M at all. It’s feels like our relationship has turned vanilla. So last night, I was flirting with the slave about sticking a couple hundred needles in her. She looked at me and said. “but Sir, we don’t have a couple hundred needles”. Doing the math in my head, I can recall acquiring about 700 needles over the past couple years. In my mind, I am thinking we must have a couple hundred needles left because, you know (like Chinese food), if it's been over a week, it feels like we NEVER do anything S&M so how could we have used up all the needles right? We got the needle kit . . . and she was right, barely 50 needles. Certainly not enough to carry out the torturous threats of couple hundred needles I was making. This is when it struck me… samdarella has been my delightfully masochistic property for 1,319 blissful days and we have burned through a whole bunch of needles in that time. Just haven’t used any lately. I am reminded how important time is. Not letting too much time pass or the impact fades. Stopping to take the time to pay respect to the relationship and its intimate BDSM rituals. If I don’t make them a priority, like a weekly torture scene, time will slip by. Anyone got a link to some good 14ga or 18ga needle vendors? I gotta’ slave that needs to have some holes poked in her asap. So pretty seeing "RS" stuck in her titty with needles. Don't worry, it's not my blood (it's hers). I pressed up against her so it stained my shirt and gave it to her as a souvenir. A nice reminder of our scene. I'm such a soft romantic kind of guy aren't I?
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