crouchingtigress
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Joined: 3/19/2006 From: Maui Status: offline
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Caretakr i see that again you have come into a fora, and behaved poorly and ultimately self destructed....the exact pattern you did at the other place several years ago. Please heal. It is obvious that you have been really hurt, and that hurt is skewing your perception of the world. Your jaundiced outlook is only going to cause you more pain and more misery, and honestly i don't want that for you. You have wisdom and insight and humor. The core of your person is a good one, its just hard to see through all the prickly thorns you have grown around you. It is not hard to see a therapist, they can be really interesting, fun and you learn so much about why you behave the way you do, and you learn to see the role you played in your own life. It can be really empowering. If you choose not to get help i am afraid that you will always keep creating these painful emotionally destructive relationships...because as i said to you all those years ago "water seeks its own level"
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