cynnacent1
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Joined: 6/25/2004 From: Massachusetts Status: offline
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Giving of myself consentually, consciously & willingly is very important to my Master. He has expressed this to me from day one of our having met. When i first submitted to Him, i had never offered my total submission to any other. When i offered my submission, i did so with my whole being, 100%. Knowing that i WISH to submit to Him, and have never denied Him a single thing in my submission, in my understanding, is what matters to Him a great deal. Why would He wish me to serve Him 'subconsciously' when i am already here and willing to serve Him 100% consciously or otherwise? He has a deep appreciation for my desire to please Him through serving Him with no reservations. Due to my understanding of this, i doubt He would be interested in hypnosis. i trust Him to the fullest extent, and for that reason, He has the final say in what i shall do in serving Him, as well as what i will not do. He need only say the word, and i obey. i fail to see what need He might have of hypnosis in that He already knows without doubt that i'm here to please Him, and He defines what that entails regardless. i don't 'need' hypnosis. i serve Him because He has what it takes to make me WISH to. i am 100% His, ... mind, body & soul. my will belongs to Him as well at every conscious level, regardless. i'm open to hypnosis, i don't see it as a tool that would be needed in our D/s relationship however. Yet, of course, if Master wished to get involved with hypnosis, i would answer with, 'Yes, Master', no questions asked. ¸,ø¤º°cynnacent°º¤ø,¸ (proudly owned by, and devoted to INSIDEYOURMIND)
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