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SavageFaerie -> RE: Today I____fill in the blank (8/20/2006 7:16:08 PM)
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I am going to back track a little.
Friday I went and saw where I will be living and was awed and humbled, then that night I was a pissy temper tantrum little child.
Saturday during the day I wished I could just be dead, although I a diehard non suicidual you have to take me out kicking and screaming person. While doing that I sent out personal apologies. Denise I tried to send you one but it was blocked if you see this I am so sorry, my actions were uncalled for.
Today I did the following
I got up after making it an early night around 8:30
I got dressed in a flattering way
I enjoyed talking and doing the morning coffee think with me and DaBoss
I posted what I think was a well thought out post on the Church and Common Sense thread and have been keeping up and following it.
Insert: I did change my cutesy lil outfit first.
I did hard physical labor, we had to get the last of heavy 'stuff' out of the yard since we will be moved into the new house by the end of this month. We are talking heavy peices of trees that were downed in Rita. And solid full concrete bags suffered at the same hand of Rita
Then I took a shower and put back on the cutesy lil outfit.
Then I posted a little more
Then DaBoss decided we all deserved a dinner out so we went to a Yummy chinese buffet place that wasnt really big or crowded
While I was there, 3 girls attempted to walk out on their check. They didnt get away with it, The manager didnt end up calling the police because they did pay and this area is packed with Katrina refugees, the manager is one himself. We all talked to the manager as he came by our table, the nicest man. He told us if those girls were hungry and didnt have to money he would have fed them anyways. This part of the outing did sadden me. The other thing was it has been along time since I have been out and about and these poor stripped broken trees here still dishearten me. I dont think anyone can truly understand the devistation of how much these two hurricaine has impacted this area. You have to have been through it personally. And those that have...you know exactly what I mean. I pray for all of us daily. There is no quick fix for anything....but anyways
We get back and get into dicussions about the Bible and God and eventually Masons and Insurance. I am astounded by the memory my mind really does hold. I lose my bottle of water all the time.
So now I am posting and chatting with just a couple of sound strong friends.
My day today was wonderful.
I truly feel blessed.
And yes....people can go from zero to bitch back to the intelligent beings they are.
And we do learn from our idoicy.
Also, we find out who are true friend are...and by rights we need to know that.
I am done now. LOL
Stay tuned for other revelations.
edited just cuz
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