agirl
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ORIGINAL: agirl If I'm an arse-pain I occasionally have to sleep with a nappy on. Age-play has bugger -all to do with it....it's a gesture. It's humiliating and pretty effective inside my relationship. I don't *love nappies* and mostly forget that it's a *tool* that he'll pull out now and then. Maybe I'm weird but I don't find much *icky* or taboo......not in terms of myself, anyhow. agirl Grins, I've done the punishment fitting the crime thing as well. I do find it funny to see how many "no limits slaves" suddenly seem to find one, when master pulls out the depends on a bad attitude day. Actually, there are times when I hate life, and him in turn........and the mention of a nappy infuriates me to tears and an even bigger strop .....until I have it on......then it's quite amazing how incredibly DAFT I feel, being stroppy in a big adult nappy....and how calming it can feel to know that I'm in this situation...and only he and I know ..after a while it can stop feeling so humiliating....and feels rather safe and warm. I mean ....who ELSE would love me with a big, white, frilly fat arse??.......lol. agirl Exactly. People who have never tried such things, simply do not get how much acceptance as involved in allowing one adult to do such things to another. Most abs and slave sorts I have known that enjoyed this sort of thing felt it as a comfort. The fact that they could do something that taboo and unnacepted by society at large, creates a seperate universe for a little while. I agree...though it's curious that flogging, caning, cutting, poking sharp things through private parts, biting, dripping hot wax onto, setting fire to, caging, binding, cropping and lashing with a bull whip etc. are kind of ........ok.....in a weird sort of way....LOL It's a dichotomy for me because although I hate it and it makes makes me as mad as hell......when the fight is over, it's accomplished and on my bum, I just deflate in a rather nice way........he won and I'm bloody glad he did. What could be worse than having a nappy on?....for me it would be NOT having one on, in those circumstances. And I almost fell over laughing, the first girl asked me if a two inch thick diaper made her ass look big. It's very freeing to be able for once to say "Of course it does,what did you expect?" lol... agirl
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