Bearlee
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Joined: 10/25/2004 From: South Central CO Status: offline
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Hey… imagine that for someone ya haven’t even met yet; still just pixels in the wind? I have been around the block a few times…even online and know better than this; but I’m falling hard for this wonderful guy! The sad thing is…I have had my defenses up so high that I was being a little snot to him! WOW…that didn’t go over so well. He told me I’ve been talking to too many jerks online and he’s no jerk. And he’s not! He’s not doing any of the cyber crap; sexually, D/s, or otherwise, but I was being flip enough to be rude. Ooops! I love that he put an end to that, in no uncertain terms…and in a perfectly adult way. My problem IS that I’ve talked to too many jerks online; it’s so hard to trust especially when ya haven’t even met. It’s like my heart is flipping, my pussy is dripping, my mind is whirling… for some pixels on a screen? Good lord!!! So far, we’re just exchanging information about ourselves, our histories, our desires. We are so well matched (it seems) that I’m freakin out a little bit, here. I want to let go and let love…but, gee it’s hard! Our first date is to be Friday the 13th… Oh my, I’m already so nervous I can hardly concentrate. Yup, it sucks and I don’t even know if it IS love or just the possibility of love! LMAO I’m so weird. beverly
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