pandoravampire
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sub4hire, i am in this very situation.
I train, i train hard, my Sir then tells me to do some exercise that i know that my joints cant take. He has little knowledge of weight traininng, the why i do these exercises over others, for me the solution was to explain why i did not wish to be completing the task he'd set repeatedly. That it was not in my interests to do as he asked. That it would cause me harm to repeat it.
Just one set of these particular exercises, had my knee area painfully swollen. Once informed, he dropped the punishment of that exercise, and thought up something else. Had he not dropped it, i would of lost some of the respect i have and trust that he will not damage me. Then i would of refused and taken the consequences, which should be minimal if nothing.
If i were punished again for not doing a damaging thing to my body? i would of walked. It would to me be a clear indication of not having my best interests at heart, i would simply withdraw my consent and walk.
I have my own gym, i use it to let off steam, keep fit, eradicate back aches and generally keep my toned and supple. I do not need to be dom'd to do this, and if i am, then id prefer, much like any other scene he dominates, i want him to know what he's doing, not guess and mess it up.
If a submissive were living a nutritional and exercise style that was causing her harm, then i would feel it my responsibility to change that, but id make damn sure i was also following a good diet exercise plan too, that i was no hypocrit, and also, that i would want her to have qualified advice, not whimsical dominance.
Having said all of that, i sometimes sit inside this gym machine, wishing that he would be inspired by all this metal and chain, that that bar way above my head? When's he gonna notice that ive my very own suspension bar, just screaming to be used
And as for steriods, and the such. Ive taken them, for about a year. The results of my every single day training were rapid, effective, i did not suffer 'roid rages' the only side effect id noticed were the incredible increase in libido at the time. i came off them easily. They were not illegal in the country i was in. However, i did not realise that they were indeed steroids at the time. Instead they were described as a 'thermogenic' training aid. Hey ho, we live and learn.
A fantasy i have read about, and for some lovely reason, i would wish to embark upon, is a forced diet of cum, for 48 hrs. Nothing cept his cum and water. The blood sugar level fluctuation alone is a mind altering experience. Much like a drugged experience, only naturally. No long term damage is done, but my soul would be well fed! One day, one day....
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