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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:00:33 PM

SlaveAkasha

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ORIGINAL: justheather

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ORIGINAL: SlaveAkasha
Yes, I suppose you would.. considering how very loving you all have been of me in the past.

If this is sarcasm, I would like to ask you to please go back and read what I posted to you when you were going through your breakup.

If you have to ask if it's sarcasm, then it probably went over your head anyway, so don't worry about it.

Maybe my memory escapes me, or it's just be too long, but I don't remember you being supportive, I am glad you do. It's hard to remember any of the good ones that did, when so many attacked, or belittled me at every turn.

I do sympathize with this sub, I can't see why anyone wouldn't. She needs to keep a sense of humor about it though, because she will be hurt many times before she finds a good one. If anyone ought to know that, I think I should. I am sure she isn't even reading this by this point, but if she is.. I hope she realizes that these things take time. She was a great person before this Dom, she will be a great person after. She must know that life will still go on when/if this one doesn't work out to be the one.

I can imagine her hopes are high and he is very charming, most are. The higher you get though, the harder you hit when you fall. It's best to keep your feet on the ground, always prepared for anything to happen. I have seen myself, and many others hurt because they thought that their one had arrived, very quickly..and he said everything right. I hope with all of my heart that this doesn't happen. The truth is though, we all take our lessons in this, and hers will be no different. When you are an adult, you live and learn, that's the only way. I feel I have done both, and try to look at things in a different way now..maybe she will do the same.

Akasha

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:00:52 PM

LTRsubNW

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ORIGINAL: cuddleheart50

LMAO

Hey...don't laugh...some of those forms are complicated.

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:04:04 PM

Master2akasha

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ORIGINAL: justheather

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ORIGINAL: Master2akasha

well let me add my two cents in here...... for one you know NOTHING about me , who I am , what I am or anything.. so to group me in with all the players and Fakes on this site is rude and disrespectfull to not only me but to mine as well.

I have no idea what you are talking about.
My post had nothing to do with your "realness" and everything to do with Akasha portraying the OP as being in a flash-in-the-pan relationship.
Sorry you were offended, but really I think you are reading way into what I wrote.

what you were saying is since someone has been used and mistreated in the past that any new Master they find will treat them the same way, I have re-read your post to see if it could be understood any other way... and thats the only way to take it.. so NO I am not reading more into than what you said... so if you have no idea what I am talking about , then I think you either need to re-read what you posted or THINK before you post.

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:04:49 PM

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Akasha, I told you at that time that the Universe had given you a gift wrapped in a heartache-shaped box and that you could take the time to grow and heal and become the whole you that you want to present to your dom... and that you wanted to be for yourself.
Too bad you dont remember anything nice anyone had to say. There were some.

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:09:16 PM

SlaveAkasha

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quote:

ORIGINAL: Sinergy

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ORIGINAL: SlaveAkasha

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Having worn your Master's collar for all of fifteen days now, and having gone through some hurtful experiences on your path in the recent past, I honestly expected a little more empathy (or at least superstitious keeping-the-mouth-shut-until-you've-been-collared-a-full-month-at-minimum) from you.

Yes, I suppose you would.. considering how very loving you all have been of me in the past. Yes, I am getting a bit jaded and tired of trying to say the "right thing" all the time.. It's funny how you all can have a bit if a tug at someone elses cost, but when I do it.. it's the wrong thing to say.

I feel for this girl, very much. I do know what she is going through, after all, according to you and some others, I mess up every time I do anything. She will not be with this person long, and it will change.. but she will go on and look back at the short time she has been on here as a lesson learned.

I would love for this to be the one and all be perfect, and if it does..that is great..but she needs to be prepared that it probably won't...and life does go on.

Akasha

Hello Akasha,

I apologize if I have said anything which has offended or upset you.

Such was not my intent. Please accept my apology and know that
I wish you success in your endeavors.

Sinergy

What?? I am sorry if you felt like you were included in my post, Sir.. I don't remember you ever saying anything about me at all, unless I missed it.

I am afraid I do get a bit defensive on here sometimes, because no matter how I post or what, my past gets brought up. I sort of sucks when no one will let you forget anything that you have tried to get past. This has happened to me a few times in the last week, and now just again. I have paid enough for it, more than anyone knows, now I just want a chance to be happy.. I don't think there is anything wrong with that.

I am sure most would like to see me quit posting, but I do think I add something sometimes that helps someone, so I won't. I have been through crap, and as such.. I do feel for anyone new to this, or someone being lied to in any way. I have come through all of it though, and met someone REAL, yes, in person..and he is wonderful. I just want a chance to share anything I can to help anyone that will listen.

My intent is not to ever hurt anyone, nor will it ever be.

Akasha

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:09:28 PM

demistress

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ORIGINAL: Master2akasha

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ORIGINAL: justheather

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ORIGINAL: Master2akasha

well let me add my two cents in here...... for one you know NOTHING about me , who I am , what I am or anything.. so to group me in with all the players and Fakes on this site is rude and disrespectfull to not only me but to mine as well.

I have no idea what you are talking about.
My post had nothing to do with your "realness" and everything to do with Akasha portraying the OP as being in a flash-in-the-pan relationship.
Sorry you were offended, but really I think you are reading way into what I wrote.

what you were saying is since someone has been used and mistreated in the past that any new Master they find will treat them the same way, I have re-read your post to see if it could be understood any other way... and thats the only way to take it.. so NO I am not reading more into than what you said... so if you have no idea what I am talking about , then I think you either need to re-read what you posted or THINK before you post.

I didn't read that in the post at all. I think either your insecurities, your need for drama, or your need to prove something to someone is showing through. What justheather said in no way indicated what you're taking from it. Can we get back to the OP?

--Another Heather

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:13:20 PM

SlaveAkasha

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ORIGINAL: justheather

Akasha, I told you at that time that the Universe had given you a gift wrapped in a heartache-shaped box and that you could take the time to grow and heal and become the whole you that you want to present to your dom... and that you wanted to be for yourself.
Too bad you dont remember anything nice anyone had to say. There were some.

Yes, it is bad that I don't remember.. thank you for your kind words.. they are appreciated. I hope that I have taken and done just that. I have grown, and I have healed so much. I don't need someone to make me whole, I am very whole.. but I do love that Master can enrich my life in the way he does.

That worries me a lot, how so many think they must have someone to be whole. I did use to think that, not really that long ago. Now I know, that I am a great person with a good heart, and even if I am not with someone, those qualities exist. I just wish that everyone could get that gift, without going through what I have.

Peace,
Akasha

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:14:43 PM

LadySeraphina

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Okay, everyone. Deep breath and step back time.

Akasha, sometimes people attack first and think later, and some people have a harsh tone even when they don't mean to. It's easy to forget the nice ones, or mistake their tone when then intend to be helpful. This is just a thought, and do with it what you will, but if you feel one of the 'regulars' on here is being deliberately hurtful, maybe just indicate that you're feeling that way, and then ignore the thread for a while. I'll wager that later you'll feel a bit better about it, but if you don't, at least you will have taken time for a breather first.

I'm not on a soapbox about this - I've made faux pas that were attacked in the past, and I've also had times when I was attacked for no reason. I often retaliated in the heat of anger/embarassment/defensiveness, but not once did that get me anywhere.

Edit: Clearly you didn't need my advice, you did it on your own. See, that's the Domliness in me - giving direction (even when it's not needed).

< Message edited by LadySeraphina -- 10/21/2006 8:15:48 PM >

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:16:59 PM

Master2akasha

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quote:

ORIGINAL: demistress

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ORIGINAL: Master2akasha

quote:

ORIGINAL: justheather

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ORIGINAL: Master2akasha

well let me add my two cents in here...... for one you know NOTHING about me , who I am , what I am or anything.. so to group me in with all the players and Fakes on this site is rude and disrespectfull to not only me but to mine as well.

I have no idea what you are talking about.
My post had nothing to do with your "realness" and everything to do with Akasha portraying the OP as being in a flash-in-the-pan relationship.
Sorry you were offended, but really I think you are reading way into what I wrote.

what you were saying is since someone has been used and mistreated in the past that any new Master they find will treat them the same way, I have re-read your post to see if it could be understood any other way... and thats the only way to take it.. so NO I am not reading more into than what you said... so if you have no idea what I am talking about , then I think you either need to re-read what you posted or THINK before you post.

I didn't read that in the post at all. I think either your insecurities, your need for drama, or your need to prove something to someone is showing through. What justheather said in no way indicated what you're taking from it. Can we get back to the OP?

--Another Heather

I think your wrong there... she told my slave that based on her past she should keep her mouth shut until she has been collared for a month.. meaning that I will be like the others that just use them and toss them aside in 30 days or less. which was my point to start with.. unless she knows me... and she dont... she has no right to group me with all the other "players" for one I am far from that. and if you ask anyone who REALLY knows me they will tell you that.

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:18:17 PM

Sinergy

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Hello A/all,

The original poster asked where to find a True (or Twue) Master (Mastew).

I simply tried to point out that somebody of caliber, intelligence, education, class, etc., probably will not be overly interested in somebody who lacks all of those things.

But perhaps I did not make my point, so I will try again.

From my perspective, if you become the person YOU want to be, the person who is the one for YOU will see the qualities in you and seek you out.

If one simply whines on the internet about having difficulty finding somebody, odds are good that anybody reading it is going to go "whiner" and lose the profile name.

Sinergy

p.s. And I apologize to anybody who was offended by the Twue Mastew at the beginning of the post. I stated elsewhere that I am somewhat of a scamp and I did not intend to offend anybody with my mischievous nature.

p.p.s. I have also posted before that anybody who has issues with a Dominant being a complete certifiable loon probably wont work out with me in a dynamic. This is why I moaned deliriously about china patterns while "using" julia for what nature intended her to be used for.

p.p.s. For those who need the Cliff Notes, I spend most of my life goofing off and being silly. Deal with it.

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:19:44 PM

Aileen68

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I am afraid I do get a bit defensive on here sometimes, because no matter how I post or what, my past gets brought up. I sort of sucks when no one will let you forget anything that you have tried to get past. This has happened to me a few times in the last week, and now just again. I have paid enough for it, more than anyone knows, now I just want a chance to be happy.. I don't think there is anything wrong with that.

Unfortunately, one of the byproducts of playing your relationships out on a message board is that you open yourself up to judgements. If you don't want that, then keep your private life private. I'm certainly not saying that it's right that it happens, but it does.

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:24:02 PM

LadySeraphina

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Sinergy, I have to say you raise marvelous points!

1. I met my boy - and the love of my life - when I had absolutely no intention of bringing anyone into my life again (for a long time, or ever, I hadn't decided).
2.I had taken some 'me time' and worked on my own qualities, and while I am still working on myself (as I feel we all should) I am very nearly the person I want to be. I no longer 'need' anyone, but you better believe I am happy to have him, and my life is richer with him.
3.Goofiness is good. Even with my client/subs I am sarcastic, sometimes silly, and if they don't like it - tough! :P
4. More people should have more laughter, and take themselves less seriously. (Not a comment directed AT anyone, but a general truism.)

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:24:46 PM

justheather

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quote:

ORIGINAL: Master2akasha

quote:

ORIGINAL: demistress

quote:

ORIGINAL: Master2akasha

quote:

ORIGINAL: justheather

quote:

ORIGINAL: Master2akasha

well let me add my two cents in here...... for one you know NOTHING about me , who I am , what I am or anything.. so to group me in with all the players and Fakes on this site is rude and disrespectfull to not only me but to mine as well.

I have no idea what you are talking about.
My post had nothing to do with your "realness" and everything to do with Akasha portraying the OP as being in a flash-in-the-pan relationship.
Sorry you were offended, but really I think you are reading way into what I wrote.

what you were saying is since someone has been used and mistreated in the past that any new Master they find will treat them the same way, I have re-read your post to see if it could be understood any other way... and thats the only way to take it.. so NO I am not reading more into than what you said... so if you have no idea what I am talking about , then I think you either need to re-read what you posted or THINK before you post.

I didn't read that in the post at all. I think either your insecurities, your need for drama, or your need to prove something to someone is showing through. What justheather said in no way indicated what you're taking from it. Can we get back to the OP?

--Another Heather

I think your wrong there... she told my slave that based on her past she should keep her mouth shut until she has been collared for a month.. meaning that I will be like the others that just use them and toss them aside in 30 days or less. which was my point to start with.. unless she knows me... and she dont... she has no right to group me with all the other "players" for one I am far from that. and if you ask anyone who REALLY knows me they will tell you that.

Once again, my comment was about her comment about the OP's relationship being flash-in-the-pan.
You might choose to look at it through a you-shaped microscope and come up with that interpretation, but you will be the only one seeing it that way.
And, apparently, neither I nor reason can change your mind.
So be it.

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And the table perfectly level
When you cut me out of my life
And paste me in that book you always carry.
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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:31:01 PM

SlaveAkasha

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ORIGINAL: Aileen68

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I am afraid I do get a bit defensive on here sometimes, because no matter how I post or what, my past gets brought up. I sort of sucks when no one will let you forget anything that you have tried to get past. This has happened to me a few times in the last week, and now just again. I have paid enough for it, more than anyone knows, now I just want a chance to be happy.. I don't think there is anything wrong with that.

Unfortunately, one of the byproducts of playing your relationships out on a message board is that you open yourself up to judgements. If you don't want that, then keep your private life private. I'm certainly not saying that it's right that it happens, but it does.

Yes, and that was a mistake I made in the PAST, that's what I am complaining about.. it was my past, and I don't do that now. I do have my sig, but that's it..other than that.. no one knows any of the story and I plan to keep it that way. I did make a post in positive meetings or something, but it was brief and to the point.

I just ask the chance to move on, nothing more and nothing less. I never bring up anyones past posts at them, and since that was back in the first week of July.. I just think it's time for others to let it go.. I very much have.

Akasha

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:32:32 PM

Master2akasha

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ORIGINAL: justheather

quote:

ORIGINAL: Master2akasha

quote:

ORIGINAL: demistress

quote:

ORIGINAL: Master2akasha

quote:

ORIGINAL: justheather

quote:

ORIGINAL: Master2akasha

well let me add my two cents in here...... for one you know NOTHING about me , who I am , what I am or anything.. so to group me in with all the players and Fakes on this site is rude and disrespectfull to not only me but to mine as well.

I have no idea what you are talking about.
My post had nothing to do with your "realness" and everything to do with Akasha portraying the OP as being in a flash-in-the-pan relationship.
Sorry you were offended, but really I think you are reading way into what I wrote.

what you were saying is since someone has been used and mistreated in the past that any new Master they find will treat them the same way, I have re-read your post to see if it could be understood any other way... and thats the only way to take it.. so NO I am not reading more into than what you said... so if you have no idea what I am talking about , then I think you either need to re-read what you posted or THINK before you post.

I didn't read that in the post at all. I think either your insecurities, your need for drama, or your need to prove something to someone is showing through. What justheather said in no way indicated what you're taking from it. Can we get back to the OP?

--Another Heather

I think your wrong there... she told my slave that based on her past she should keep her mouth shut until she has been collared for a month.. meaning that I will be like the others that just use them and toss them aside in 30 days or less. which was my point to start with.. unless she knows me... and she dont... she has no right to group me with all the other "players" for one I am far from that. and if you ask anyone who REALLY knows me they will tell you that.

Once again, my comment was about her comment about the OP's relationship being flash-in-the-pan.
You might choose to look at it through a you-shaped microscope and come up with that interpretation, but you will be the only one seeing it that way.
And, apparently, neither I nor reason can change your mind.
So be it.

well if you showed any reason then I would be open to changing my mind... but so far all I have seen is that you attacked my slave by bring up her past and then grouping me in that past and all she was trying to do was help some one out... sound like you are the one lacking reasoning here....but then i am sure you dont see it that way either since you cant take those rose colored glasses off long enough.

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:33:52 PM

juliaoceania

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I think your wrong there... she told my slave that based on her past she should keep her mouth shut until she has been collared for a month.. meaning that I will be like the others that just use them and toss them aside in 30 days or less. which was my point to start with.. unless she knows me... and she dont... she has no right to group me with all the other "players" for one I am far from that. and if you ask anyone who REALLY knows me they will tell you that.

I think what she was saying is that those who have lived in glass houses should not throw stones.. but that is just me and I could be wrong.

And yes, when we play out our lives on message boards people will see it when we are hypocritical and somewhat catty... it would have been much simpler to acknowledge that fact

I am also one that has always tried to be kind to Asaska and thinks she seems like a sweet person, and justheather is likewise.

Edited to add, heather knows as much about you as your slave knows about the OP..which ain't much

< Message edited by juliaoceania -- 10/21/2006 8:35:13 PM >

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:38:40 PM

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<fast reply>

Making some fresh coffee here..... what say we all just agree that there a difference of opinion or a misunderstanding... and let it go. No need to get into a personal war over the OPs question.

As to the OP... as bita said... off line local munches and etc are usually better than trying to deal with the fast talkers on line. At least when in a face to face enviroment... you can see the fast talkers up close and personal.

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:42:25 PM

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Making some fresh coffee here.

I don't think that's gonna help.

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:43:03 PM

KnightofMists

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quote:

ORIGINAL: SlaveAkasha

quote:

ORIGINAL: Aileen68

quote:

I am afraid I do get a bit defensive on here sometimes, because no matter how I post or what, my past gets brought up. I sort of sucks when no one will let you forget anything that you have tried to get past. This has happened to me a few times in the last week, and now just again. I have paid enough for it, more than anyone knows, now I just want a chance to be happy.. I don't think there is anything wrong with that.

Unfortunately, one of the byproducts of playing your relationships out on a message board is that you open yourself up to judgements. If you don't want that, then keep your private life private. I'm certainly not saying that it's right that it happens, but it does.

Yes, and that was a mistake I made in the PAST, that's what I am complaining about.. it was my past, and I don't do that now. I do have my sig, but that's it..other than that.. no one knows any of the story and I plan to keep it that way. I did make a post in positive meetings or something, but it was brief and to the point.

I just ask the chance to move on, nothing more and nothing less. I never bring up anyones past posts at them, and since that was back in the first week of July.. I just think it's time for others to let it go.. I very much have.

Akasha

I read this.. and I find myself recalling a scene in the Lion King when the Monkey hits Simba on the head....

Try as one can to move beyond there past... it still hurts. I find that one moves beyond it when they can show empathy for those that are making those same mistakes/issues...

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RE: finding the one - 10/21/2006 8:43:21 PM

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I agree with justheather and demistress....the post had nothing to do with being real or fake. Relationships can not work out even when both parties are real for one reason or another.

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