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ORIGINAL: swtsouthernsub

I love boxing  

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ORIGINAL: Marc2b

Random thoughts in no particular order:

I have a strong need for external validation.

I despise people who think they are better than others yet consider myself wiser than most of the world's population (I despise myself for that).

I deeply regret never having married or having children. One good thing came out of that, though. I have, in recent years, become involved in my three nieces and two nephews lives (the two fathers in question both having abandoned them). When one of my nieces recently gave birth, my sister asked how it felt to be a great uncle to which my niece chimed in, "he's always been a great uncle." That really warmed my heart.

I am not handling the thought of growing old and dying well... no, not well at all.

In writing I may come across as easy going yet forceful but if you were to meet me in person you would find me quiet, almost introverted.

I love playing chess but I really suck at it.

It was, of all things, a line from a cartoon show, that brought back in startaling clairity a memory that I had surpressed for over thirty years - the fact that when I was six, I was sexually abused while at a summer camp. It explains a lot of the things that went wrong in my life. I try hard not to feel ill will toward anyone but... you sick perverted bastard, how the hell could you do that to a defensless six year old boy? I hope you burn in hell.

This is the first time I have ever told this to anybody.
 
It feels good to unload it.

I do have moments of contentment, and happiness, and even joy. 

Thank you Amaidiamond for starting this thread.

I'm going to get off the computer now, pour myself a glass of wine and pet my cat while watching the movie "Miracle."

I am seriously considering not posting this.

Fuck it.

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ORIGINAL: LaTigresse

Well damn, I just wanna run around giving hugs and stuff. Some serious spilling of gut going on here Y'all are a pretty impressive bunch.

I just wish there was something deep and impressive that I have not already blabbled in one forum or another that I could contribute. At least something that someone would actually find interesting.

I will however ask for whatever it is that pertains to whomever reads this....prayers.....positive energy.....money for a lawyer (kiddingggggggggg!) .......to please send it our way. There are two little ones (age 2 & 3 ) that are in a dangerous situation right now. The legal system works far too slow. We are just trying to do things the right way so that they cannot be undone. It is a very scary time for those of us that love these little ones.

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ORIGINAL: amaidiamond

I am also older mentally than my physical years,
I am a total geek
I have a collection of Dice
I have felt hollow inside since nursing my mother and her following death,
Sometimes I feel I'm a terrible sub because I need so much control, though if needed I can control myself.
I'm loud, oppinionated and sometimes don't know when to shut up,
I'm a goth,
I have weight issues that I know are mostly in my mind
I drink a lot more than I should,
I sometimes question my masochistic cravings
I am by nature happy but sometimes get so very low,
I have met the most amazing Dom and am terrified of pushing him away,
I have some fantastic friends.
I can't believe how far this thread has run, I'm glad I started it!

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ORIGINAL: sailorthor


Belly dancers rock my world.

Enjoy Life,
Sailorthor

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ORIGINAL: KatyLied

My Dom has instructed me to grow out my bangs.  I've had bangs forever.  These long bangs are driving me nuts.  But I think he may be on to something because I'm starting to like them (in some weird way).  (maybe because he told me to do it).