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RiotGirl -> RE: Your calling in life.. (11/27/2006 6:59:07 AM)
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i've always been able to lead people in which ever direction i am going. If i was headed into the depths of hell others followed me in. If i was heading towards the light of God, others followed suit. If i was headed towards not screwing your life up, others followed suit. If i was headed out the army, others followed suit. Bit odd really and i learned that a while ago to moniter how i influence others around me - thankfully i keep to myself pretty much. If i was headed into sexual fun.... lets just say i managed to convince a virgin whose never been touched by anyone and planned on saving it for marriage and was absolutetly the shyest girl i've ever met........... to have fun with me? Pictures to boot. I've saved alot of people and i've taken others down. They just follow and i dont know why. When i was younger and on my way to hell - i always called them "my prodigys". I lead well i suppose. As i've gotten older and headed the other way - i have what i could consider "girls i've turned around"
As for a calling? Its either got to do with saving others or saving animals. I have a natural ability to take an abused animal and heal it. Strangest thing was the night i kept a dog alive by will and God's help. It was a little dog (and really i disliked the dog) and had antagonized a Bigger dog. bigger dog grabbed little dog by the neck.... The owners couldnt handle it - everyone was sure the dog was going to die, owners didnt have any money to take the dog to the vet. So i sat with the little bastard all night. Talking to it in a low whisper and holding its head so it could breathe while its throat was swelling shut. At one point, i wondered if i should just let the little dog die - but i couldnt. All i would of had to do was lay its head down and it would of naturally died. I prayed with that little dog, spoke to him and tried to give him strength.
Stray cats always follow me home too. As well, if one puts a girl going the "wrong" way in front me, i can turn her around and get her going the right direction in life.
So one of my dreams is to own my own shelter - yet not a shelter. Hate shelters. Something on a 5 or 10 acre piece of land, where i can rehabilitate and find homes for animals. I also wonder if i should be a psychologist.
Yet i'm in school for a degree in computer science. The job thats waiting pays well and the advance in salary is amazing - as well as the ability to build a sweet resume and on top of that the locations for the jobs is sweet too. London then Ireland - then who knows? Cant beat it.
Maybe when i get rich - i'll be able to set up my own centers for animals and girls. Either that or i'll just keep it up on the side.
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