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submissive71 -> RE: love Him...hate Him (2/17/2005 12:30:26 AM)
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thank you all for your responses, i appreciate then very much.
Since first posting, i have requested that we sit down and talk, with permission i did voice again concerns that i have. we talked openly and freely about many things. i do not expect "change" as some might say. our relationship evolves everyday, as would any relationship. i do not wish to get out or top from the bottom.
i agree with what some have said, i am his slave, not just a sub, i chose that, i wish to continue this. he has always told me that if i request, i may speak freely, although his decision is bottom line. i respect that.
he has agreed that he does not show me enough that he loves me, "its a guy thing". he apologizes and says he will try harder to take in account my emotions and feelings. he says it is his job to protect me, care for me, and love me and he does all of these but in his own way. we both agree to better communication. as far as impossible tasks, he doesn't believe they are, he says he believes that i can do anything that i set my mind to and he is trying to give me higher goals. guess i am not used to anyone expecting anything of me. i agree to try harder to meet these goals.
i love my Master as he loves me, although we show it in different ways. i will do better on my part to communicate my needs. D/s relationships are supposed to be one of mutual respect. A master/Dom should at least listen to what his sub/slave needs are, wether he choses to do anything about it, is his decision, but he should at least listen. isn't he supposed be protect and care for his property
i apologize to all of you for posting, i should not have discussed this openly and will not again. since i am new to my area i do not have a support system and was looking for support and advice not to be judged.
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