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Introduction - 2/13/2005 6:14:24 AM

dewdrop

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Fogive me if i type or do anything wrong on here.... i am a 29 years old wife and mother of three. About 3 years ago when i was separated from my husband, i had a friend that showed what alot of my frustutrations were about. i found out that i was a submissive. When i read and researched the lifestyle, i was drawn into it. my soul was in tune with the writings and the understandings, i had found peace within its words. i even once met with a Dom and did a lil bit of experimenting and loved it BUT he was not for me. He wanted more,i did not... not with him anyway. But it felt so good to kneel and serve as well as be punished. Since then i am back with my husband and he agreed to try the lifestyle. This is where i now see where some people know it or they don't. i was born with this inside me, raging to get out of her cage but my husband was not. he is happy with a vanilla lifestyle. he tries to enter into it many times but gets uncomfortable and that leaves me wanted, needing more. So i guess i am here to see what others like myself have done, what road did venture down..... or am i meant to cry myself to sleep not bearng any ropes that tie me down at night, listening to the spirit within scream? Thank Y/you A/all for Y/your time.

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RE: Introduction - 2/13/2005 6:20:14 AM

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Hi Dewdrop and welcome to the forums at CM!

Here on the forums we love to discuss all aspects of life and the lifestyle! You may want to repost your question to the other forum of ask a submissive/slave as it will get more feed back.

But here are my two cents and its not going to be much help. I would say at someone point you have to be selfish and get what you need. Life is too short to be unhappy. But i have never been married and do not have children so I can not say whats best for YOU in your situation. However since your husband has tried and is not the dom of your dreams would he agree to a non sexual ds bdsm realtionship for you with someone else? Is it something you can talk to him about? get some rules laid down and abide by to give you what you need?

If not then you have to decide what is MOST important to you at this time and live with it.

Good luck.

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Roe

People always ask me why I do these things . . .
It's because I can!

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RE: Introduction - 2/13/2005 6:28:30 AM

dewdrop

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Thank you for your quick response, theroebabe. i made a quick copy/paste of this over there.

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