Alacrity
Posts: 40
Joined: 5/14/2005 Status: offline
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A few years ago I had a Mistress who liked to play tease and denial games with me. Her goal was to get me extremely frustrated and then either let me offer a task, or offer me relief if I would.....whatever she felt like offering at the time. One time she got me extremely worked up and offered me relief only if I would agree to a forced-bi scenario. I had never considered this possibility. I really NEEDED relief, but I've never considered doing anything with another guy. Needless to say I thought very carefully about this. The situation forced me to confront issues about my self image and sexuality. Eventually, in large part due to the situation, I agreed. I don't think that it made me anything that you could label bi/gay, or whatever. It meant that I really wanted to please my Mistress and I really wanted relief. Well, the other sub backed out, so I never had to fulfill my promise, and [sadly] my Mistress moved away, but it was one of the my most intense experiences that I will always remember. Just my thoughts. Hope it helps.
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