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texancutie -> RE: Dangerous Desires (1/16/2007 5:09:16 PM)
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Wow! Great post LaTigresse!
I understand the struggle when it comes to desiring edge play. But on the other hand, I know the risks involved in it too. Since I started out in this real time I have come to know myself better, and I know that I would have a hard time dealing with the emotional fallout if it goes horribly wrong. Let alone even think of the worse possibilities of me being permanently damaged, or have to go to the hospital or being killed. Meeting a stranger in a hotel room, even if I have been talking to him for a while, is really, really risky. But you know that, and I also know that first hand. My thoughts on this are that you can meet a lot of people and still be lucky, and nothing bad ever happens, and everyone has a great time. But there is also that one person that gets past your psycho radar. Some bad people can be very charming, and can do and say all the right things, up until a point. The key thing is that you don't want to meet that one person that is smart enough, to stay under your radar. Sadly, there are people out there like that. I know we all think we are great at gut feelings and weeding the wrong people out, but it just takes one bad experience to change your mind. If someone can deal with the possibilities and understand what those risks could really be, then there is nothing one can do about it. They will go out and keep doing what it is they love. It is not my place to even tell anyone what they should or should not do in this. We all have our dark and dangerous desires.
With me being in a relationship with a local Master, I am now more safe about things. And some of those dangerous, dark desires I have, can actually happen, though of course he will be screening and taking care of the arrangements. And he will be there to insure all is well. I no longer have to go out and find it alone thankfully.
So all I can say is.....please be careful. It's a difficult struggle.
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