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RE: When i was a child - 3/2/2005 5:42:23 PM

MadameDahlia

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I was never really punished as a child. And though I was not spoiled I did not often hear the word "no" come out of either of my parents.

I found that I rather enjoy hearing people agree. I enjoy watching them do just exactly as I wish.

When I was much younger I often went the route of self-imposed isolation because my family moved quite a bit when I was younger. To find friends was to encourage another trip to a new house. I played with dolls... and not that homemaker crap. No, no... Barbie was an alien from some FemDom planet. Her sexy (and implausibly proportioned) minions would go to Earth and collect Earth males for examination and subsequent service. Perhaps a creative spirit and an unwillingness to hear the word "No" made me who I am. I may never know.

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RE: When i was a child - 3/3/2005 4:18:19 AM

MistressInNYC

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My dad is very abusive who used to spank/slap me a lot. Obedience/discipline is the house rule.

Guess what, I was the only one in the family who never listened and obeyed most of the times.
In return, I was the one in the family got "pain" a lot. So, I can tolerate a lot of heavy pain....

My younger sis is so submissive in a sense, very obedient.
Me, I ended up dominating my parents in a sense.

No matter how abusive my dad was, dad finally gave me a complete freedom I control of.
My parents never argue MY decision for anything I decide. Oh, I'm not selfish, am very logical and determined person.
Yes, I earned their respects over years!
Don't get me wrong we're a loving family.
They love me dearly. I love my parents and have respects, but it comes to my life, I won't let anybody control.

It doesn't show in my appearence, but everybody around me even in vanilla setting began to notice my dominant side...
Well, my childhood could've been easily into submissiveness, but I wasn't and thus I am dominant in nature.

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RE: When i was a child - 3/3/2005 6:03:42 PM

FelinePersuasion

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I would rather of been left to wander and do what ever the hell I might of pleased than being molested almost daily starting as early as 4th grade and slaped about by an emotionally an pychically abusive mom who would frequently tell me to go to hell slap me in front of my friends and under the guise of humor call me fatty fatty two by four, couldn't get through the kitchen door,who now denies she was ever anything but loving.

I had to report my parents to cps and for that and for their abuse I spent 6 years in one group home or another being abused worse there than ta home often times by the very system that was supposed to* read supposed to sarcastically* protect us.

I don't think I am aswitch because of my abuse but it's definatly left a dark mark on my need to be loved and fearing abandonment and blah blah blah.

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