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torturedevice -> RE: she needs to learn how to lick! (1/26/2007 12:04:25 PM)
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Ok, background time. I keep calling her the former slave to differentiate between the girlfriend turned slave. To make life much easier, I'll refer to them by their slave names. The "former slave" is known as fucktoy, and the girlfriend turned slave is known as cocksucker. After fucktoy's submission, we remained in close contact because we enjoyed talking ot each other. cocksucker knew about the former slave from about a month into our relationship. she became curious in the lifestyle and decided to try it out for herself. W/we played once or twice and it she wasn't very responsive to it. fucktoy IM'd me about a week ago while I was out and cocksucker started talking to her. they talked for a few days until cocksucker asked me if she could watch me and fucktoy play. I asked what fucktoy thought about that and she agreed to be watched. We/w played, and cocksucker watched on tuesday, and after returning home, cocksucker decided that she wanted to try it out again that night(big suprise). I didn't think anything more of it until dinner the next night when she asked me what I would say if she said that she wanted to submit. Amazingly enough, I was pretty fond of the idea and we went shopping for a training collar for her that night. In asking her what she wanted out of submission she said that she felt like she could do many of the things she wished she could do normally. Namely, enjoy anal play more, allow herself to get fisted, and explore some of the fantasies she has involving girls. fucktoy didn't come into the picture until cocksucker taked to her and told her about everything. fucktoy has wanted to submit to me again for a while reagrdless of the girlfriend situation, and the then girlfriend (cocksucker) was fine with the idea, but I wouldn't allow her too because I didn't feel like it would have been fair to her to submit to me. In the time since she was my slave, fucktoy considered a few other masters, but didn't hit it off with them. The idea about cocksucker getting loaned out would be fairly far down the line if I allow it at all. I'm just planning ahead.
I'm not going to deny for a second that I've got two adorable slaves that are both wonderful. What master on earth wouldn't wonder how they got that lucky? I won't say for one second that I wouldn't love to have both of them 24/7 because I'd be lying. But to allow cocksucker to dive into the deep end, no matter how much she wants to would be irresponsable. I've just never been in a position to loan out a slave, and I'm just wanting to know about what I/she could be getting into.
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